about philo stuff..or the lack of it..

been reading recent blog entries of a few frnds..n what struck me was that almost everyone writes abt all this hi-fi philo stuff..or these reallly thoughtful meaningful poems..or some deep political mumbo jumbo..basically all very "adult" entries..whereas in contrast mine seems to be (the pathetically juvenile) ramblings of some super-hyper kindergarten kid..or a 4th year college student who thinks she can behave like one!! (which i think comes off as much worse)..anyway a blog is supposed to be about what one wants to write..from the heart..like a diary where ud chronicle ur innermost thoughts..which is of course not very feasible here considering the open-ness of it all..one really would not want to be writing abt their first crushes n such when theres a good chance that their parents might b taking a trip to blogland sumtime..or worse still - their irritating younger sisters who'd blackmail them for life if anything like this fell in their hands :P..hehe..so is it solely for their reading pleasure that all high funda stuff seems to spew out n adorn these blogs??..or is it coz people actually do think that way n hence write abt it much as i write my blab accounts??..coz if its the latter, then i cant help but feel that im lacking sumthg sumhow..if people my age are supposed to converse in such pompous language n talk about such pompous stuff, then im probably quite far behind all that..make no mistake, i do have my philo moments too..and have in fact given forth many a deep meaningful dialogue (n yes another point..why call it a "dialogue" when in fact its actually a "monologue"???..beats me!)..even i can write using nice looooong utterly obscure terminology but i just dnt think my blog is the proper forum for it..id much rather save it all up n use it during shasthris exam next week!!..n maybe spare some for ap singh n poddy too..hehe..anyhoo..yet every time i chance thru sumones blog i feel like i should put sumthg similar even if jst to show that "i can"..which is, of course, a highly absurd idea considering how less im supposed to regard others' opinions..but its like..steadily..my opinion on my own blog is changing..i normally write like how i wud converse with my "voices"..so maybe my voices need to mature a bit??..or maybe i need to in order to hold more "intelligent" conversations with them?? (n now iv finally crossed over that edge rt??..talking about conversations..intelligent and otherwise..with my "voices"??..hehe)..but its true..even right now theres this lil voice "dictating" this as i type..my own personal "beta"??..hehe..well anyway the question remains largely unanswered..n by now m nt even sure what the question is!

well this probably turned out to be even more random than my normal random blab accounts!!..but then thats me i guess..even if i think id like to get all deeply philo id probably end up just blabbing anyway..so cheers to even more "crazzzy times" by crazzzy me..hehe..anyway exam time now..which means id b outta the loop fr quite sum time..so the next update can be expected sumtime during the vacations at the earliest..

wish me luck then..
ciao..

ps: wishing probably for the zillion-th time that id made my blog anonymous!!

sashiburi da ne??

ohhayooo minna-san!!..sashiburi da ne??..yep been long since i updated here..n whats the momentous occasion this morning u ask??..well its a ppt so no first class!!..yieee fr me!!..god bless firms n companies n their ppts..hehe..i luuuuv impromtu class cancellations..n suddenly felt like il spend this hour catching up on ppls blogs n before long i wanted to write stuff myself..hehe..well here i am then..been verrrry busy recently..last min stuff again..n as usual m being a total lazybones about it..have sooo much work that i actually feel buried..n the endsems have already crossed that "corner"..so while everyones happily celebrating durga pujas m sitting finishing pending work..not to mention, my sis wud b visiting fr a few days frm friday..dunno how il manage to work n show her around as well..anyhoo..lets cross that bridge wen we come to it..in the famous words of our famous vss..hehe..which reminds me that i hav his class (more like an excuse for a staring contest if u ask me!) this morning..mendokuse!!!!

well so wat have i been upto these days apart from work??..a massive intake of himym..in other words "how i met your mother"..an amazing series..n i sooo luuuuv barney..cant blv hes the same doogie howser kid i saw over this summer!! (man they sure grow up so fast ne?? :P)..in his immortal words - its "legennnnn-wait-for-it-daaarrryyy"..hehe..other than this..my regular stream of animes n doramas continues..started on all these new animes..some really good..some totally crap..n one which is probably meant for 2-yr olds but i watch it anyway..hehe..but mostly not that bad..nothing as path-breaking as "death note" or "claymore" or "darker than black" n stuff..but nothing nauseating like "school days" either..n best news so far is that "d.gray-man" is continuing!!..would have sucked had it actually ended at 52 eps..but thankfully its back to the true manga story n roaring on..cant wait to see allens new arm..hopefully in a few eps if they dont decide to go all shippuuden on us (which, btw, has decided to stop airing for weeks on end now for what purpose god only knows!!..i mean cmon the mangas waaaay ahead so just get on with it already!!)

so work aspect..check!..neverending rants about anime..check!..what else is left then??..ohhh yesssss.."pokemon news" :P ..hehe..no no i havnt discovered a latent love for the series (still consider it yuck even aftr all of ananyas ministrations to the contrary..hehe :D)..it merely refers to my love for poking ppl..like all the freaking time..(note: certain ppl b informed that i refer to normal "pokes" here..n not the special variety i subject certain ppl to..henceforth poke shall only mean poke and not *poke*..hehe..aaahh as if u didnt know already..but then cudnt resist the crack there..hehe)..n yes i do mean it about all the freaking time..just ask ghosty who has the misfortune to sit right in front of me in class and has to bear the brunt of it usually..or ananya n mads who also get their due share of my famous pokes..hence the name "pokemon"..n so about "pokemon news"..basically that there is no news at all..i sooo miss poking ppl but now-a-days m mostly sleeping in class..or ppl r sleeping themselves..or busy..so poor lil pokemon had to go underground for sometime..which she made up for by behaving like the hyperactive perpetually drunk lil baby that she is..m thinking of terming it as the "mental pokemon mode"..hehe..

so there it is..half of my hour-long holiday gone..the other half to be spent in checking for updates on few fanfics n probably finishing this multi-chappy one m currently reading..lessee wen i get to write next..oh n seems like winters on the way for sure now..gotten real dry..n quite chilly in the early mornings..now if only the days could get cooler too!!

anyway..toodles for now..
jaa..mata ne!!

ps: naruto ost 3 is a drug..period..

edit @ 12.43 pm:
no hons class after all..n better still no more classes!!..in other words no more staring!!..yiee!!..met the great vss himself outside n made the humongous mistake of asking him whether we have class or not..but of course he wont reply in the simple "no"..oh no not him..it was at least a min long monologue as to how "regular classes have hereinafter been notified to be suspended due to the completion of the syllabus.." or something like that..n how i should come give my project viva sometime..of course i dnt retain the exact pompous words..but i remember it included terms such as "your excellency" and "knocking on doors"..dunno y tho..guess i switch off even wen not in class..hehe..an automatic conditioned response..hehe..

but anyway before i launch fully into one of my "bashing phases"..lemme just leave it off here for now..after all i intended to just state that we actually ended up not having his class..n look at how m gettin drifted off again..hehe..

so bbye..tata..again..
ciao..