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Monday, March 31, 2008

just a lil sumthing..

was jst browsing thru the lil bits n pieces of creativity i am apt to pen down n forget all about..the following is one such *thing*..dunno what to call it..a poem it is not..nor is it prose..just a few lines..frankly don't even remember writing it..truthfully most of my most weird poems n ficlets get written when m half asleep..ones which i look at the next day n go "ehhh..where did that come from??"..hehe..anyway so this piece is obviously incomplete..more so since i removed a few really dumb n mb-ish lines :P..jst a few haphazard thoughts..dunno why i even wrote it..gets weirder every time i read it..but i dnt think il actually ever get to finishing it or adding anythg of substance..n i kinda like how weird n abrupt it sounds..hehe..and its not as short as a few of the others..so here goes..crappy as it is..suggestions for a title most welcome..

you were the puzzle i couldn't solve..
the question i had no answer for..

you were the drug i craved..
the smoke swirling in my lungs..

you were the words of my poems..
the melody to my songs..

you were a dream i chased after..

forever the prince charming of my fairytale..

my happiness..sadness..pain..joy..
everything was you..

you were the love of my life..

my heart..soul..reason for being..
always..

Sunday, March 16, 2008

james marsden is THE bomb

dunno why i never noticed it before..not like i didn't like him b4..he was an amazing cyclops..n the few other movies i saw him in, he looked pretty nice too..in a very nice eye-candy way too..but tonight he like blew me away..been a looong time since that happened..n that too with a non-jap guy..reminded me of my "hugh jackman almost-obsession" phase..lol..but wow..james marsden is just sooooooo hotttt..n his smile..aaaaaaaaaaaaahhh *insert fu-chan dream drool phase*..the movie was inconsequential.."27 dresses"..sweet sappy mb story..nthg to write home about..but goddd the guy is sooo hottttt!!

so yeah suffice to say that m back in my girly phase fr now at least..drooling n gushing on abt a hot guy..soo understand mads state at dinner tonite..hehe..well..since right now the only thing thats occupying my mind is this hot hot hottt guy n nthg bloggable is likely to take shape..guess shud b signing off fr now..

sheeya!!
toodle dee do!! *_*

Thursday, March 13, 2008

"lullaby for lawyers"

so well i jst heard this song.."lullaby for lawyers"..have no idea why its called that tho..no lawyer would wanna sleep with that on..lol..anyway so once ghosty so kindly serenaded for me in class today, i just had to give it a shot..n wow..laughed sooo hard almost fell off the chair..its got like the most amaaaaazzziiiinnggg lyrics..no really..mind blowing lyrics..one can actually *feel* what the lyricist felt towards lawyers..hehe..such depth of emotion..left me speechless..literally.. :P

i might jst edit this post later if i upload the song on imeem..but its jst the lyrics fr now..priceless in itself..enjoy!

~ Lullaby for Lawyers ~

There are rats there are bats
There are stinky mangy cats
But the worst thing in the world is a lawyer.
There are weasels there are skunks
There are bandits there are punks
But the worst thing in the world is a lawyer.
With their quips and their quiddities
Their fees and their contingencies...

There are lice there are mice
There are lots of things not nice
But the worst thing in the world is a lawyer.
With their 'res ipso locuter'
And their 'respondeat superior'
Yes the worst thing in the world is a lawyer.

There's thrombosis, halitosis
And there's diverticulosis
But the worst thing in the world is a lawyer.
Diarrhea, gonorrhea and seborrhea
But the worst thing in the world is a lawyer.
With their proximate causes and their escape clauses
Yes the worst thing in the world is a lawyer.

With "affirmative defenses" - I
would rather see a dentist.

There are rats there are bats
There are stinky mangy cats
But the worst thing in the world is a lawyer.
There are weasels there are skunks
There are bandits there are punks
But the worst thing in the world is a lawyer.
With their quips and their quiddities
Their fees and their contingencies
Yes the worst thing in the world is a lawyer.

Tuesday, March 04, 2008

of shoujo mangas..fangirling..n "brat'ya" >__<

heyy..me back..n again dnt feel like writing anythg in particular..been havin this rare girly phase..snapping up loads of these shoujo mangas..not to mention smexy bl ones :P..fell totally in luv with "meru puri"..i really like how hino matsuri draws her characters.."wanted" n "vampire knight" too (cant wait for the vk anime..wish they'd animate merupuri too..that wud jst make my day)..love how she draws the guys..reminded me of "tokyo revelations" kamui n syaoran..tho no its not like clamp of course..they have their own unique style which again i love (speakin of trc..cant wait for the last ova ep..jst a few more days left now..kuroxfay goodness galore!!)..anyway so read lots n lots..restarted ouran manga too..n suddenly found myself reading up ouran fanfics..apparantly m partial to kyouyaxharuhi..cant help it since kyouya is by far my fav x'ter frm ouran..puppy-eyes-tamaki n the others r cute n fun of course..but kyouya......theres just sumthg about him.. there i go drooling ovr sum bishi again..lol..

so well..been listening to loads of music too (goes with the reading i guess)..went bak to sum of my old favs..n hav i mentioned how much i luuuuuv the fma ost??..especially "brat'ya" (brothers)..russian song..n well tho i hav nooo idea why they'd bring in russian stuff since theres like nthg connecting the anime to russia..but the song is jst so damn gorgeous..always gets me teared up a bit..its just sooooo suited to fma..even if uv never heard it b4, u can jst see the lyrics n go "ahhh..fma??"..so anyway..here are the lyrics..

~ Brat'ya ~

Prosti menya, mladshiy brat!

Ya tak pred toboy vinovat.

Pyitatsya vernut' nyelzya

Togo, chto vzyala zyemlya.


Kto znayet zakon Byitiya,

Pomog byi mne nayti otvet.

Zhestoko oshibsya ya;

Ot smerti lekarstva nyet.


Milaya mama! Nyezhnaya!

Myi tak lyubili tebya.

No vse nashi silyi

Potrachenyi byili zrya.


Tebya soblaznil ya

Prekrasnoy nadezhdoy

Vernut' nash semeynyiy ochag.

Moy brat, ya vo vsem vinovat.


Nye plach', nye pechal'sya, starshiy brat!

Nye tyi odin vinovat.

Doroga u nas odna,

Iskupim vinu do dna.

Mnye nye v chem tebya upreknut'.

I ya nye obihen nichut'.

Tyazhek, nash gryekh

Khotet' byit' silneye vsekh.


Milaya mama! Nyezhnaya!

Myi tak lyubili tebya.

No vse nashi silyi

Potrachenyi byili zrya.


Ya sam soblaznilsya

Prekprasnoy nadezhdoy

Vernut' nash semeinyiy ochag.

Ya sam vo vsem vinovat.


No chto zhe nam delat', kak byit'?

Kak vse ispravit', zyabyit'?

Pyitat'sya vernut' nyel'zhya,

Togo, chto vzyala zyemlya.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
~ Brothers ~

Forgive me, little brother
I am to be blamed.
It's forbidden to try to return
One taken by the earth.

The one who knows the law of existence
Could help me to find the answer.
I made a terrible mistake
There's no cure for death.

Dear mother, sweet mother!
We loved you so much.
But all our efforts
Were spent in vain.

I tempted you
With the wonderful hope
Of returning our home.
My brother, it's all my fault.

Don't cry, don't be sad, big brother.
You're not the only guilty one.
There's only one road before us,
We will purge our sins completely.

I cannot blame you.
I am not hurt at all.
Grievous is our sin
To desire to be stronger than anybody.

Dear mother, sweet mother!
We loved you so much.
But all our efforts
Were spent in vain.

I too was tempted
With the wonderful hope
Of returning our home.
I'm guilty for all of it.


But what should we do, how should we be?
How to fix everything, to forget?
It's forbidden to try to return
One taken by the earth.

well thats all folks..
toodles..noodles..poodles!! ^_^ (ftntd. rava)