hmm..er..ahhh..mmm..

another typical vacation day..woke up early..and went off to sleep again..some tv and breakfast and on to the comp..m completely addicted to it..i mean seriously..i actually feel like something is missing..physically..when i havnt been online for sometime!!..

well..found a new saying/one liner/watever today while browsing thru net..
"It's funny how someone can break your heart..and you still love them with all the little pieces.."

its quite true isnt it??..someone you love can go on hurting you..on and on..break your heart..leave you..but seems like as every day passes by..you cant forget him..forget those times..those precious moments..spent together..you cant help but loving him..you know he doesnt care..didnt even deserve you..you were an idiot for ever having fallen for him..but those little pieces of your broken heart still miraculously hold the power to care for him..the very hand that crushed all your dreams..you cant seem to hate him..why is that??..you know you should forget him..but everytime you see him..your heart stops..there are those familiar butterflies in your stomach..everything seems to be the same..only it isnt..and you know it..or should..but cant..am i making any sense at all here??..

sometimes when i think of all this..feels somehow unreal..as if its happened to me..and also hasnt..like a dream..which feels all too real..dunno how to explain it..iv never had my heart broken yet (touchwood)..then y do i think so??..not only think but actually feel so..i must hav one heck of an imagination..lol..

anyway..bak 2 my day..net net n sum more net..mailed a few frnds..joined in d kv grp discussion..hmm..hmm..uploaded a few pics frm my digicam..net again..went home for lunch..watched smallville..off 2 a frnds house..den bak 2 net..tried wrking..but jst 2 bored..cant wait 2 get bak 2 d univ..missing d place n d ppl n my comp like crazy..anyway..watchd gangster..rather finished watching gangster..really gud..shiny ahuja has an awsum presence..rarely dus sum actor not need words 2 act..his eyes do it..dat burning luk!!..

anyway..rt now chattin n tryin 2 make sum sense out of dis blog..feeling kinda weird..too weird actually..kinda senti..n i really cant figure out why..feel like im surrounded by ghosts..well not exactly..cant quite pen it down..

umm..gettin quite late now..n dad will b gettin here soon..soo..
ciao fr 2nite..