so totally bugged!!

i am BUGGED..absolutely totally completely..bugged of life..bugged of work (tho i dont do much of that..still..)..bugged of classes..but most of all bugged of tests!!..especially dumb fam law tests which make no sense..read thru the portion once n it all seems easy n theoretical n all..but see the question paper and WHAM!!..it hits u right where it hurts..everything just flies outta ur head..and ur left with what u had before u studied all nite long..sad thing is u knw ul remm everything just as soon as u exit the class..all those tiny details which had earlier slipped out of ur hand like sand..all those family trees will start making sense again and ul remm the proper names of the cases..and ul go.."oh yeah..that was it..how could i hav forgotten that!!"..ya ya very funny..studying just eight cases is giving me a headache..cant evn begin to imagine what'll happen during the endsems..!!!..but best to cross that bridge when i cum to it..

which brings me to the all-important question..what am i doing..blogging at a time like this??..when ideally i should be studying and preparing my guts out..!!..well..call me an escapist..but its mostly in times like this that ul find me being active in all areas except studies..be it orkutting..blogging..chatting..mailing..bugging!!..hehe..even thinking of catching a movie now..but guess this endeavour into blogging is gonna give me enough guilt trips to last this nite..so well..back to reality..and back to dumb fam law..(am i GLADDD that m in dayabhaga..mitakshara JHFs are the WORST!!)..

till the next time..if i survive tomm that is!!
ciao..

not all those who wander are lost...

"All that is gold does not glitter,
Not all those who wander are lost;
The old that is strong does not wither,
Deep roots are not reached by the frost...

From the ashes a fire shall be woken,
A light from the shadows shall spring;
Renewed shall be blade that was broken,
The crownless again shall be King..."

the quote running thru my head fr quite some time now..The Lord of The Rings..an awsum book made into an equally fantasic movie series..the best adaptation of a novel i hav seen so far..and definitely waaaay better than the HP franchise..(dont understand how they managed to muck that one up so bad..)..but then tolkein had a magic in his writing that jkr can never quite match up to..and which was expertly captured by peter jackson for the movie version..

hmmm..well this is one of my fav quotes frm lotr (wont bother explaining it..would take ages and run into pages..heyy that rhymes!!!)..this and the "One Ring" quote:

"Ash nazg durbatulûk..Ash nazg gimbatul..
Ash nazg thrakatulûk agh burzum-ishi krimpatul..."

"One Ring to rule them all..One Ring to find them..
One Ring to bring them all and in the darkness bind them..."

has kinda an intensity to it..sort of..a tug..a pull..cant really explain it..its like when you hear it..you get goosebumps..well not really..but close..like when you hear "my heart will go on..."..again not quite..

anyway..no other words spouting out right now..so guess this is it..
maybe il edit it to a longer post later..
ciao fr now..

back again...

so here i am..back to blogger world aftr a week long siesta..the reason for which is my current obsession with ebooks and transcripts and "flame of recca" (as is my all-time fav obsession of laziness..hehe)..been smacking them up like anything these past few days..and reccas a new addition to my many anime luvs..got totally hooked up this vacation since this was the only channel which served stuff in english (whew..cant stand the hindi dubbed cartoons..jarrs really..)..and was actually surprised to see favs like "ghost in the shell", "wolf's rain", etc..well..back to the present..been downloading episodes like crazy..2nd foray into this sorta thing after "helsing"..which was goooddddd..even tho jst 13 eps...

hmm..been into transcripts for long now (much to my frnds bewilderment..wich i totally fail to understand btw..)..as well as ebooks..but not with quite this kind of fervour..read a bit of "24" to make up for sum lost episodes in b/w..started into soppy mushy nora roberts fare..well u gotta guess exactly how jobless iv gotta be to resort to thatt!!..but then its a change from all the thrillers n stuff i usually read..and surprisingly some of them are not quite as mindless as regular dumby mbs..which is saying something..

well..er..ahh..ahem..seems like theres nothing else to say..or maybe there is but cant pen it down..or m jst downright lazy..anyway..me gotta go get ready for dinner now..

so..until the next time the blogging itch takes me over..
ciao..

lazzzyyyy!!

the title says it all..i am lazy..with a capital L...n a capital A...n a capital Z..n a capital Y!!!...LAZY!!! now that thats out in the open..lets delve into the causes..hmmmm...naaa...too lazy fr that as well...hehe :D..well guess iv always been kinda lazy..deadlines and last minute work keeps me on my sluggish toes..but of late iv become even more lazy!!..wish i could stay this way all day..in front of my comp..staring into cyberspace..reading-writing-chatting-mailing-music-movies..in short my whole life is wrapped up in here..all my friends are also in here..just this evening subho was saying that naali never keeps in touch and finds bahanas for not calling n all..set me wondering..coz even i never call anyone (testimony my huuuge balance..gotta do sumthing about that..wat'll i do if it gets lost or stolen!!)..and if not for net..probably i would be the one thinking up excuses..but now that we chat almost everyday..doesnt seem to be any reason to call up..fact of the matter is..apart from birthdays n other special occassions (and sometimes even not then..) i never call any of my old school friends..usually we stay in touch thru orkut or ym or gtalk (amazing inventions all!!)..and dont even mail that much..and forwards dont count..maybe i should make it a point to call them more..but then that brings me back to square one..im lazzzyyyy!! :D

so now..why exactly am i typing all this..dunno..maybe to the end that it'll drive my laziness away..tho dont quite see that happening..dont even wanna watch a movie..and on top of that lans nt wrkin properly now..too slow fr us gals..n ders sooo many gud movies der!!!..but moot point..coz dont wanna watch any..actually m in the middle of one right now..but.."netting away"!!..my only solace in times of boredom n laziness...

anyway..watched "corporate" this sunday...ananyas treat!!..well..we were thinking of "superman returns"..but only in hindi in jodhpur-back-of-beyond...sooo..u get the drift..."kkrish" would be better i guess..hehe...had quite a lotta fun...n great weather to compliment it..left late n all..but thankfully got tickets..awesome movie..tho not palatable for all i know..too gritty n realistic..but i for one liked it..a lot..got kinda slow moving sometimes..but very well made..and at the end of it i was actually impressed that they had at least some basic knowledge of our legal/judicial system..not like the regular bolly flicks..

well..started off with being lazy..n then on to friends..and movies??..dun think im making any sense here..but then i rarely do..even to myself..n thats saying a lot!!..mads n ghosty are continuously complaining of that..mads toh even "switches off" sometimes..n goes around advertising the fact to ppl!!..that wretch..(tis ok..ur still my u-knw-wat)..hehe..tho i guess i dont generally aim my thoughts on/at anyone..so doesnt matter anyway..

hmmm..making even less sense now..quite tempted to delete all this and start over again whn i am in a saner mood!!..but what the heck..my blog n my dumb thoughts..as it is its titled "crazzzy times"!!..so craziness being the whole point of it..but before i go over to the totally delusional..guess id rather stop.. :)

so thats it for now..
ciao..

[ps: lets see if anyone comments on my totally wacky weird craziness..hehe]

yours truly moi..

found these fun quizzes during my many travails into cyberspace..chronicled a few (!!) choice ones..lets see how they are recieved..some are interestingly pretty accurate while others r quite fun!!

Your Personality Profile

You are elegant, withdrawn, and brilliant. Your mind is a weapon, able to solve any puzzle. You are also great at poking holes in arguments and common beliefs. For you, comfort and calm are very important. You tend to thrive on your own and shrug off most affection. You prefer to protect your emotions and stay strong.

The World's Shortest Personality Test

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Your Birthdate: December 25

You excel at anything difficult or high tech. In other words, you're a total (brilliant) geek. It's difficult for you to find people worth spending time with. Which is probably why you'll take over the world with your evil robots! Your strength: Your unfailing logic Your weakness: Loving machines more than people Your power color: Tan Your power symbol: Pi Your power month: July

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

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Your Hidden Talent

You have the natural talent of rocking the boat, thwarting the system. And while this may not seem big, it can be. It's people like you who serve as the catalysts to major cultural changes. You're just a bit behind the scenes, so no one really notices.

What's Your Hidden Talent?

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Your Fortune Is

If you run into your ex on the street, just shift into reverse and keep going.

The Wacky Fortune Cookie Generator

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Your Brain's Pattern

You have a dreamy mind, full of fancy and fantasy. You have the ability to stay forever entertained with your thoughts. People may say you're hard to read, but that's because you're so internally focused. But when you do share what you're thinking, people are impressed with your imagination.

What Pattern Is Your Brain?

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You Go For Brains!

You want a guy with a big... brain. And of course it would be nice if he were a total hottie, but you're not counting on it. What's on the inside is what counts for you. (Besides, you can always change the outside later!)

Do You Go For Brains or Body?

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Your Love Quote

True love stories never have endings.

What Love Quote Suits You?

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You Are a Friendly Flirt!

You are quite the flirt, but you don't flirt with just anyone. And you hardly ever get caught, because your flirting seems so friendly. You've got a good thing going. Tons of friends, both guys and girls. And if you do decide to flirt, hardly anyone's the wiser. Pretty trick!

What Kind of Flirt Are You?

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Not a Girl, Not Yet a Woman

Inside you've got the passion and ideals of a teenager And your intensity for life is what attracts most of the men you date You also like to party - and quite often you're the life of the party You've brought the best of your younger years with you... at least most of the time.

Are You A Girl Or a Woman?

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You Are 50% Weird

Normal enough to know that you're weird... But too damn weird to do anything about it!

How Weird Are You?

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The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart. In love, you feel the most alive when everything is uncertain, one moment heaven... the next moment hell. You'd like to your lover to think you are flexible and ready for anything! You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic. Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

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How You Life Your Life

You seem to be straight forward, but you keep a lot inside. You say whatever is on your mind. Other people's reactions don't phase you. Your friends tend to be a as quirky as you are - which is saying a lot! You tend to dream big, but you worry that your dreams aren't attainable.

How Do You Live Your Life?

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What Your Soul Really Looks Like

You are a warm hearted and open minded person. It's easy for you to forgive and forget. You are not a very grounded person. You prefer dreams to reality. For you, it's all about possibilities. You see yourself with pretty objective eyes. How you view yourself is almost exactly how other people view you. Your near future is still unknown, and a little scary. You'll get through wild times - and you'll textually enjoy it. For you, love is all about caring and comfort. You couldn't fall in love with someone you didn't trust.

Inside the Room of Your Soul

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Your Personality Is

Rational (NT) You are both logical and creative. You are full of ideas. You are so rational that you analyze everything. This drives people a little crazy! Intelligence is important to you. You always like to be around smart people. In fact, you're often a little short with people who don't impress you mentally. You seem distant to some - but it's usually because you're deep in thought. Those who understand you best are fellow Rationals. In love, you tend to approach things with logic. You seek a compatible mate - who is also very intelligent. At work, you tend to gravitate toward idea building careers - like programming, medicine, or academia. With others, you are very honest and direct. People often can't take your criticism well. As far as your looks go, you're coasting on what you were born with. You think fashion is silly. On weekends, you spend most of your time thinking, experimenting with new ideas, or learning new things.

The Three Question Personality Test

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How You Are In Love

You take a while to fall in love with someone. Trust takes time. You give completely and unconditionally in relationships. You need your space and privacy. You don't like to be smothered. You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change. You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.

How Are You In Love?

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You Are Jean Grey

Although your fate is often unknown, you always seem to survive (even after death). Your mind is your greatest weapon, literally! Powers: telepathy and telekinesis, the ability to project thoughts into the mind of others, communication with animals

Which of the X-Men Are You?

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Your Aura is Red

You have a high level of emotion. This can mean passion, but it can also mean rage. Usually, you don't take these emotions out on others. You just use them as motivation - and it works! The purpose of your life: embracing all the wonders of the life, lots of travels, and tons of adventures Famous reds include: Madonna, Marilyn Monroe, Jennifer Lopez Careers for you to try: Dancer, Boxer, Surgeon

What Color Is Your Aura?

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Your Blogging Type is Pensive and Philosophical

You blog like no one else is reading... You tend to use your blog to explore ideas - often in long winded prose. Easy going and flexible, you tend to befriend other bloggers easily. But if they disagree with once too much, you'll pull them from your blogroll!

What's Your Blogging Personality?

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You Are a Seeker Soul

You are on a quest for knowledge and life challenges. You love to be curious and ask a ton of questions. Since you know so much, you make for an interesting conversationalist. Mentally alert, you can outwit almost anyone (and have fun doing it!). Very introspective, you can be silently critical of others. And your quiet nature makes it difficult for people to get to know you. You see yourself as a philosopher, and you take everything philosophically. Your main talent is expressing and communicating ideas. Souls you are most compatible with: Hunter Soul and Visionary Soul

What Kind of Soul Are You?

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You Are 34% Evil

A bit of evil lurks in your heart, but you hide it well. In some ways, you are the most dangerous kind of evil.

How Evil Are You?

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You Are 28% Sociopath

From time to time, you may be a bit troubled and a bit too charming for your own good. It's likely that you're not a sociopath... just quite smart and a bit out of the mainstream!

Are You A Sociopath?

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You Are 76% Open Minded

You are so open minded that your brain may have fallen out! Well, not really. But you may be confused on where you stand. You don't have a judgemental bone in your body, and you're very accepting. You enjoy the best of every life philosophy, even if you sometimes contradict yourself.

How Open Minded Are You?

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Your Emoticon is Cool

You're not feeling particularly up or down, just relaxed and calm. You're ready for whatever is going to happen next!

What Emoticon Best Represents You Right Now?

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Your Luck Quotient: 89%

You have an extremely high luck quotient. Not only do you consider yourself lucky, probably everyone you know does too. But you're smart enough to know that you've mostly made your own luck. By being positive, open, and flexible, a lot of luck has come your way!

How Lucky Are You?

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Your Love Number is 8

Your confidence and passion draws people in. You've got a powerful personality, and you tend to take the lead in relationships. Protective and dominant, you like to keep a short leash on your sweetie. And that works out well for you, as long as you don't get with another strong personality!

What Is Your Love Number?

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You Are More Mild Than Wild

You're confident, and you really aren't concerned with how "hot" you are. Other people's ideas of what's sexy don't concern you. And this is exactly what makes you attractive.

Are You Hot?

saturday night retrospections...

saturday nite..another week flown by..as always..lifes been too fast..and the last few years especially so..i can still quite clearly remember coming to this univ..a fresher as fresh as they come..and now here i am..in the Vth sem!!..with the second batch of juniors calling me "ma'am"..i still remember how all of us used to stick so close during our first sem..every meal and every walk..a bunch of us were everywhere..and now i look around and see pairs n small groups all around..dunno exactly when it began..this separation..not like we dont knw each other or dont like each other..just that..we have become so exclusive amongst ourselves n the little grp we have around us..we arent impersonal or anything..we interact n all..but we arent that personal either...and for what would seem like no reason at all..

funny how things like this happen..dont quite remember who said this..but a senior had told us that the togetherness would wear away in time..and the ppl we considered our closest frnds in the first sem would turn out to be more like acquaintances after second sem..and now i actually see it happening..apart from a choice few friends even i have shed the others..we used to have these major gossip sessions all tuesday nites (thats when we had hols on wednesdays..)..this huge grp of gals just sitting and bitching and talking utter nonsense..and it was just sooo much fun!!..and today again is a saturday...same as before...and soo different...im in my room..chatting away to glory..on gtalk...sumtimes even to those same friends with whom i sat down for sum nice old-fashioned "adda"..but now everyone has their own agenda..be it studying, movies, chatting, sleeping or just plain nothing..even i do..but a lil part of me reminiscences and still misses that tuesday-nite-ritual...

maybe we simply outgrew it..or maybe we thought we should since we had become "seniors"...but gradually a change came about..and we prefered to remain in our own little cocoons..its sad that yet again another batch will go thru the same process..sad that the very ppl they are walking to class with wont look back at them in a year..saddest of all is that it is inevitable..

and there i go again..all "oldy oldy" as someone would put it..talking as if im a grandma talking about the "good old days"..hehe..

anyway..enough of this..seems that even tho there is no gossip session in progress..i continue to talk utter crap!!..gotta get back to my ritual of movie-before-bed..
ciao..

a new day...

awsum weather today..classic monsoon jodhpur..cloudy n all..n finally rained!!..tho not so much so as to become a nuisance..so had a gr8 time getting drenched while cuming back frm class this aftee!!..this year's first real rain we got wet in..n that too coming after soo many hot days..such a relief..n that set the tone for the day..breezy n all in d evening..n the sky..absolutely wow..with a li'l moon peeping in n out of the clouds..one of the best features of nlu..the gorgeous sunrises/sunsets n the night sky!!..just soo romantic n all (testimony would be the over-populated football field!!)..n thats when after-dinner walks are the best..so windy n cool..n with the great company of the total comedy gang!!..easily the best part of the day!!..

well..the start of a new sem..and with it the advent of another wave of confused souls..lets see what this year brings..four of the unfortunate guys who've moved in now got jacked big time dis evening..poor guys got gheraod by seniors n all..but then this batch is supposed to be too cheeky..sum even sassed seniors before getting here..overenthu n all!!..anyway dekha jayega..ragging updates later :)

feeling too sleepy to write any more today..n wasnt really in a bloggish mood in the first place..
nighty night now..
ciao..

i am in love!!!

yes its true..i am in love..finally..and have been so for quite some time now..dunno y it took me this long to actually realise it..cant believe i was soo blind not to see the signs!!..its said that u realise the true worth of sumthing only when its gone..well i understand that now..big time!!..drove my frnds absolutely crazy by keepin on n on abt "my love" (really sorry anannya, mads n ananya..wudnt have made it w/o u guys' support)..i had been missing my love sooo terribly for these few days..but now we are reunited and i have finally confessed my true feelings..its the first time i am actually this crazy about something....ahh the awsum feeling to actually be with my love..dont wanna ever get separated again..even for a little time (damn u mads fr dragging me off to dinner!!)..all those crushes are nothing compared to this.."the real thing"!!

now before all u ppl start down the wondering path..as in where did i find this elusive "personality"..il let the cat outta the bag myself..i am in love with.........internet..........gotcha!!..hehe..very big anticlimax i know..an absolute bhadda joke..(but then im famous fr them!!)...here im talking abt net n u were expecting some mushy mushy melodramatic senti crap...well me exhibiting an ear-to-ear grin all the time..so nets sufficient to get me all that way..ask a few knowledgeable ppl..so me all excited to have internet bak after almost a week..had been missing it like crazy..gotten sooo bored without it..made soo many plans fr kk (dont worry..uska no. bhi ayega!!)..didnt quite know how much i had been dependant on net..keep wondering what il do when il actually have to start paying for it later..getting too used to free net 24/7..hmm..but well lets leave boring adult stuff fr later..we'll cross that bridge when we come to it in the words of our famous vss..

so well..me back in the univ..new sem n classes n new profs..hmm..anyway in short my day got made..nets back..i am again bak in circulation..but bad news its getting too hot n humid..hope it rains well soon..

enough for now..
ciao..