squall leonhart..

like this poem..found it in one of my mindless wanderings of cyberspace..n it suits squall just soo well..this poem n the theme song "eyes on me"..i actually bcame a fan of anime music after listening to it..dint know then that it was frm ffviii..den dis frnd lent me a dvd of a whole bunch of ff songs n vidz..

hav been fida ovr squall fr a looong time..one of my bros used 2 jst go on n on n on abt rinoa heartilly, squall's love interest in d game..i jst read a bit abt it 2 humour him..n fell hopelessly in luv..hehe..2 mushy fr me i know..but den der is sumthing abt these xters which draws me 2wards them..den i saw my bro play d game..n tried my hand at it 2..d junctioning have me such a headache i remm..tuk me quite a long time even 2 finish d small demo..but once u get d hang of it everything falls into place..but its jst 2 long..i wud hav really liked 2 finish it at 1 go but dats impossible..evn by my standards..wud soo like to watch it as a full-length movie..like advent children..

dunno y im always attracted to these supposedly heartless xters..first der was cloud strife frm ffvii..but i liked sephiroth (d villain) better..luv dat scene ver hes leavin n d whole place is in flames..him n his long sword..tho yes cloud's huuge sword is anothr fav among weapons..but den so is d gunblade of squall..

anyway..bak to d poem..i quite identify 2 it myself..tho i havnt really been heartbroken..as far as i remm its d othr way round..but sumhow i feel sad about it all (when i dont even hav anything to b sad about strangely..)..sometimes..i dont think iv evr let anyone in..i make a pretty good listener n loads of my frnds have bared their hearts n souls 2 me..n i gave dem sum pretty sound advice too..but dunno where it all comes from..never had most of dese problems myself..but i always have an opinion on it..and funny thing is..it actually works..

well guess this has gone far enough into blabber-zone..point is i think im a bit like squall..which is preposterous coz i shud b more like rinoa 2 win his heart..hehe..n in sum cases i am..yeah i know highly confusing..hopefully il make sum more sense henceforth..n mayb..jst mayb..will get 2 find a realtime squall of my own!!