mindless blah blah..cant think of a more suitable title rt now..

LOVE..an all-consuming passion..something sweet..something to cherish..something which happens only once in a lifetime and everything else pales in comparison..its magic..its life..etc etc..blah blah blah........ok before u go off on a tangent wondering why m suddenly blabbering abt senti luv-shuv..the reason is my todays orkut fortune: your love life will be happy and harmonious...now i wonder why orkut puts up stuff like this..which make absolutely no sense..is misleading..and ridiculous most of the times..anyway everyday i read the days fortune and have a laugh over it..or try it with "in the bed" endings..lol..with hilarious results always..well so back to the point..my love life..or rather the lack thereof..iv (actually every sane person does) always known that all that swept-off-your-feet-by-knight-in-shining-armour knees-growing-week-blushing-trembling-looking-into-eyes stuff described soo graphically in mbs or movies dont really happen in real life..at least not to someone like me who lacks even a single romantic bone in her body and is too cynical of life anyway..tho yes after some really cute romantic comedy even i have to stop n delve into dreamworld fr a sec or two..but then the moment passes and i am back to my normal pragmatic self..point is..the much publicised romantic love we hear of is grossly overrated..as someone very aptly put it..love stands for lousy overrated vile emotion..and here i am strictly talking about the boy-meets-girl kinda love and not the love we have for our family and frnds n stuff..coz even tho i go "coochy coo" with babies i cant imagine myself digging up even one-tenth of it for a guy..but them im told that my standards are too high and anyway its hard to compete with the ghost of my ex!!..

guess every girl at one point of time dreams of her prince charming..a loong loong shopping list of criteria to be fulfilled..basically a really sweet romantic hunk.."beauty with brains"..hehe..but what i cant imagine is how can someone be with someone soo perennially sugary sweet..doesnt it get on ones nerves after sometime??..isnt one better off with someone whose thoughtfullness or sweetness will actually surprise u at times??..at least keep some sparks alive..or else doesnt it get really boring..living the ideal life with not even a single squabble??..with nothing left unexpected..i remm the last story in "a quiver full of arrows" by jeffrey archer..where the couple were always at loggerheads but loved each other to distraction..n i maintain that thats by far one of the cutest love stories iv ever read..

well..enough mindless mumbo jumbo fr now..gotta go study fr another dumb test tomm..in the last period so relatively chilled..hehe..anyway iv taken to looking up too many lyrics these days..getting into a really weird habit now..so before signing off, heres a few lines (actually all of them :P) from "Thirty Minutes" by Tatu..another poignant number iv been humming recently..
ciao..

Out of sight..out of mind
Out of time..to decide
Do we run?..should I hide?
For the rest of my life

Can we fly?..do I stay?
We could lose..we could fail
In the moment it takes
To make plans or mistakes

Thirty minutes..a blink of an eye
Thirty minutes..to alter our lives
Thirty minutes..to make up my mind
Thirty minutes..to finally decide
Thirty minutes..to whisper your name
Thirty minutes..to shoulder the blame
Thirty minutes..of bliss..thirty lies
Thirty minutes..to finally decide

Carousels in the sky
That we shape with our eyes
Under shade..silhouettes
Casting shade..crying rain...

Can we fly?..do I stay?
We could lose..we could fail...
Either way..options change
Chances fail..trains derail

Thirty minutes..a blink of an eye
Thirty minutes..to alter our lives
Thirty minutes..to make up my mind
Thirty minutes..to finally decide
Thirty minutes..to whisper your name
Thirty minutes..to shoulder the blame
Thirty minutes..of bliss..thirty lies
Thirty minutes..to finally decide

To decide..to decide..to decide..to decide......