THE MOST AWESOME BIRTHDAY EVER!!!

25th Dec' 2006...today i turned 21..nthg much changed since yesterday i guess..except that now i can legally buy drinks..not that that lil technicality stops others..hehe..

so anyway..my budday started with what should only be called "midnite madness"!!!..a lovely chocolate cake (really pretty cake) lit with a candle "side dish" (this is when we dont really have any proper bday cake candles n have to make do with normal ones..placed on something beside the cake so as to not mar it in any way..) on my new candle stand (thats exactly what i needed..now no more candles in bowls n plates!!!!)..normal bday song apart..doel did the honours by singing anything and everything..god she can go sooo crazzzzzzzy at times..hehe..the funniest was to try n click pics of me feeding cake to my friends..its just soo weird holding the cake just in that position till the pic is taken..hehe..sum pretty fantastic pics with hands here n necks cricked this way n that!!!..anyway so some cake smearing ensued (which i dont get the point of..as in why would anyone wanna waste such nice cake!!!..hehe..)..n more pics of me running to wash it off before a really embarrassing pic could be taken..n being victorious in the venture :P ..oh n ghosty, mads n ananya got me such a pretty bandhani sari..i had been cribbing about one for some time now..convocation n farewell this sem n i couldnt buy a nice sari back home..cho chweet of them to get this fr me..biscuit coloured (i guess thats what its called anyway) with a dark maroon border with little gold in it..all thin n light..just like how i wanted..at first i thought it was a churni or maybe some dress material or something..was quite a surprise to find it was a sari..n its soo soft too.........ookk well sorry to go on n on like that..hehe..

well..so the "party" wound down..n i ended up chatting n orkutting..n of course..how can i forget our new beloved "greys anatomy"..hehe..wow tonight to there seemed to be no end to the thnx scraps i sent out..hehe..well nt that im complaining of anything..but scrapping sooo many people..im just soo glad for that scrapping from own s/b thing..saved me from having to open each individual scrapbooks..

so that brings us to this morning..and day..which ended up being one of the best bdays i can remember!!..all thanks to my frnds who were soo kind enough to tolerate me n my very entertaining (!!!) "amazing" jokes (i hope ur reading this ghosty n mads..hehe)..hmmm..so we went out for lunch in otr (n waited 2 hrs for princess ananya n deeksha to land up!!..they actually came in while we were paying the bill..hehe)..n then some window shopping..bought gifts for kart's bday (which was on 4th n who suddenly landed up this aftee when we were expecting him some two days later!!..hence the mad rush..hehe)..anyway..next stop: mehrangarh!!..in an effort to culturally enrich ourselves..hehe..n what an experience that turned out to be..cute-guys-in-blue-shirts-n-over-enthu-strange-women-who wanna-take-their-pics!!!..god that was sooo nutty..with mads n dixy screaming around about how cute n hot this one foreigner was n wanting me to take his pic so that we could "immortalise" him!!..n now on top of that some woman lands up wanting to take his pic too!!!!!..guess thats what knocked some sense into those two who quickly sobered up..hehe..but that woman was sooo hilarious!!!..so we went up the elevator (after a loooonnnggg wait in the queue) to the museum..n walked all the way down..stopping at every opportunity to take all these really unusual pics..most came out really well tho..n then the guards (?) got mad coz we "blocked the traffic"..hehe..but the other people started copying our poses n they finally gave up i guess..hehe..we took these really impossible but really cute pics..all hanging outta windows..posing with canons (mads, ananya n me firing it with dixy getting "blown apart"..hehe)..oh this that n the other..hehe..probably will put up the pics on orkut tomm if i upload them by then..had a wonderful time..the guards had to practically push us out i think..hehe..

back to the univ..all spent..feet screaming..n back to the windfall of mails!!!!!..time for the fingers to scream now..hehe..well its high time i got some dinner in me..n enriched myself with a few more eps of "greys anatomy" yet again..

ciao for now..(hey that rhymes!!!) :D

back to the grind..

cant believe the vacation is over!!..seems too soon that m back here..n i cant believe that i havent blogged in suchhh a looong time..but then this time i was more of a tv couch potato type than comp chair potato!!..anyway started on some really good serials..loads of movies (but of course..hehe)..n watched too much "full house" n disney channel stuff..hehe..well so thats that..bt right now having the time of my life finishing off a whole pkt of "celebrations"..n with net n lan, its almost worth it being sem time again..hehe..

anyway so today was my first day of VIth sem..and as all other first days, no real classes..just intro sessions n stuff..started late n left early - in short, my kinda day!!..hehe..had the vc lecturing us about this n that..n with jasleen making funny comments from behind, it was sooo hard to maintain a straight face..that too with shasthri staring us down!!..hehe..m sure he thought it was either ananya or me..oh well like that matters anyway!!..as it is all his lectures are the same and full of utter crap..n its awesome fun to pass comments all the time..hehe..but then we are in general a very "commenty" kinda group..the poor guys who are unfortunate enough to sit in front of us in movie theatres get regular doses!!..

well, nothing more to write right now..switched to blogger beta..lets see how that works out..doesnt look all that different except for a few minor format changes..

home sweet home!!

ahhhhh finally m back..after what surely is an eternity..at least feels this way..hehe..n such a lotttt has happened since my last post that i quite seriously dunno where to begin..all that last-min-everything-needs-to-be-done-right-now types..assignments, vivas, presentations, moots..n then mom came to visit n my netting was cut down considerably..especially hit was this as my creative juices ran dry..hehe..n just like that - plonk!! - the xams were there..n again just like that - poof!! - gone!!!..before i knew it i was on the homebound train..n its like a second after that that im here now..almost the end of the first proper day into my vacation (not counting those mindless hours in the train..which i slept off most of the time anyway..to the detriment of my multifarious aches n pains..hehe..

so well..the start of another vacation..n tho can guarantee that il b heartily bored by the end of it..but at least now the feelings fresh n m sooo gonna revel in it..

heres to loadsa fun!!
ciao..

jaan-e-mann...

went for this last evening..(actually supposed to go during diwali time..but somehow never made it..hehe..)..so yesterday..major diwali hangover..almost no classes..dead bored in the evening..hence the movie thing..just for a lark..shavii was supposed to come with me but that got scrapped in the last min (her loss as it turns out now..n boy was she madd last night..oopsie..hehe..)..so pataod shanu bhaiya finally (even tho he was partial to "don"..which id already promised id go with mads n the gang for the treat thing..actually well even i had certan misgivings at first abt this..but as it turned out..)..hehe..anyway it actually turned out to be good..one salman movie i didnt balk or gag at..interestingly made..its obvious that the director went nutts in the first half..hehe..refreshingly n surprisingly not a total lift from some hollywood flick (tho there is a total carbon copy of this one scene from "win a date with tad hamilton"..the six smiles thing..but since most of the population has no idea about the original anyway so guess not many caught on..hehe..)..total time-pass fun movie..second half had the predictable tears n stuff..but then thats indispensible..all in all..wacky crazy but at least not a total waste of time like "kank"..hehe..n thankfully..no srk or big b around.. :D

in other news..classes getting cancelled right, left n centre..hehe..which is gr88 of course..even today had just one class so far..with the prospect that the two left might get either cancelled or at least shortened to a considerable degree..hehe..n with tomorrow as a holiday again..yieeee!!!!!!..hehe..thinking of going for "don"..gotta take some advantage outta the hols right..if not, then sunday is always there..hehe..anyway..outta here now..planning on squeezing in a movie before heading out for the next class..

until then..
ciao..

unimaginably bored.........

5.30 pm....
extremely bored..mostly coz m supposed to be going out at 6.30..and its just 5.30..which means i have an hour to kill and nothing in particular to kill it with..this must be what is termed as the "diwali slump"..hostels almost empty..n the mess has quit making anything remotely festive to hold me here..city-food beckons n here i come....................

9.00 pm....
still have the slight aftertaste of being bored..hehe..back from my expedition for the quest for good food..now armed with noodles, manchurian, tarts n rum balls..soft drinks as well..(oh yes of course we got it all packed..dont wanna miss the fireworks "show" in the univ now do we..hehe..actually..more like dont wanna get caught in the crossfire..)..well the room is all cleaned..with lil diyas outside the door for fancy stuff..(should see shikhas deco..wow!!)..no candles or diyas in the balcony this time tho :( ..for one, the chiks would have to be removed (no biggie that..)..but more importantly..the family of pigeons currently hanging up "home sweet home" posters in my balcony would rather not be migrated..hehe..

feeling extremely sleepy tho..stayin up 24 boring hours sucks..hehe..maybe il chuck the fireworks n just sleep it through..as it is, not missing much..as is evident from the view from my very convenient balcony..guess will continue when m up next..hehe..

n boy is it annoying to write fifty million zillion gazillion "thnx..wishing u a very happy diwali as well" scraps to what seems like every person on planet earth..with maybe a few martians n krptonians thrown in for good measure!!!!!!

4.40 am....
up again n one rum ball later..still bored..watching "the punisher"..regular pow-wow bang-bang vigilante style action flick..had a kgp dream again..weird how places seem to blend together somehow..school n univ mix-up..hehe..but quite fun..saw shasthri trying to teach physics in school!!!!!!!!!!..n get ragged mercilessly..n him replying with his regualar siddhu-type dialogues..hehe..peppered with a liberal dosage of "calm down shasthri".. :D ..total laugh riot that guy..in the middle of it however jain sir materialised n wanted the class back..n also that other woman who taught us physics in Xth..n for some time before him in XIth..forgot her name..anyway so these three start arguing as to who is better qualified to take the class!!!!!..nothing could be funnier..hehe..pity dont remember the result tho..

anyway..back to the movie for me..lets see if sunday is any better.. :)
ciao..

dandiya nite!!

the grand finale..a fitting culmination to the cultural week..creations '06..a brilliant week of fun n games..hehe..hats off to the scc!!..n whoever came up with the whole theme idea..pure genius!!..the mess was like entertainment central every night..all those events..singing..dancing..mad-adz..the awwwwsumm mimicry..pola n arnav rocked!!!..truly..n with me having fam law moot the next day..n that too with arnav only as opposing counsel!!..thank god i didnt laugh outright at monos "ok pliz"..hehe..but seriously..guess even zafeer wasnt as funny as those two (n he is funny believe me..a total cartoon..dunno why he didnt go with his trademark shasthri gig tho..)..they brought the house down..really they did..the whole univ was in uproar!!..unbelievable..

anyway..so dandiya nite..held in the mess this time..n surprisingly on a friday..n even more surprisingly..free!!..hehe..guess not many were all that interested tho..n after being up fr 24 hrs making a damn memo, neither was i..as in..who would wanna spend hours getting ready..that too in ethnic!!..n dancing when i was already tired enough to drop dead??..no waaayyy..in fact..till about 8.30 last nite..i was totally sure i wouldnt be going..even mads, ghosty n all were not too keen on it..but then wham bam!!..dunno what hit everyone..n amazingly suddenly i found that i was in fact going!!..really this was the most impromptu party iv ever gone to..the mad rush to get ready!!..n god! the pain of accessorizing!!!!..hehe..n then again half the population doesnt know how to wear a sari..not to forget our dear darling ananya whos affair with the mirror will go down in history most likely..hehe..was nothing short of a miracle that we even reached the mess by 10.00..hehe..but not late tho..not by a loooong shot..the "show" went on till 1.00 am!!..we toh were back by midnight..by which time i really was almost dead..n damned inconvenient dancing in the sari..actually dancing western in the sari..n with a digicam hanging from the wrist no less!! :D ..speaking of cams..yesterday was like a photoshoot out there..god knows how many pics i took..mostly posed..n sum candid shots..it was like click-click-click snap-snap-snap..anyway managed to have loads of fun..n a lott of dancing..hehe..soooo..dandiya was great..tho we didnt really end up dancing much dandiya..managing those dandiya sticks on top of everything else..n protecting fingers from getting amputated as well..hehe..no mean feat..

so well..i had this ridiculous urge to get sloshed last nite..(guess what..turns out deeksha did get totally hammered..hehe)..but i like the good lil girl i am settled for rum balls instead..my current fetish it seems..cant seem to get enough of 'em..taaassttyyyy..well getting late..thinking of catching a movie before "embracing the blessed oblivion of dreamland"..

hokay then!!..tada.. :P
ciao..

zsa zsa zsu...

zsa zsa zsu..aka that special something that gives you butterflies in the stomach..its supposed to be associated with guys..hot guys actually..as in when u see this really smouldering guy walk by..n u like step on the brakes..inadvertantly causing a multiple car crash..n u still got eyes only for that smoking hot guy??..hehe..but woah woah..why write about that since it wouldnt apply to me anyway..havnt even seen even a remotely hot guy outside of movies or tv..let alone while driving..n since the only place i have driven in is kgp..which hasnt yet seen the advent of even a single hot guy in centuries (not in my lifetime at least..that i can vouch for)..and is not likely to in the near future as well..so guess one can safely rule out any hot guy induced car crashes from my to-do list..hehe..seriously i have no idea why iit guys bemoan the lack of girls on campus..not like there are any great looking guys around either!!

anyway..back to zsa zsa zsu..(i kinda like the sound of that..the alliteration maybe??)..so well..i would more attribute it to the new relationship feeling..when the little things matter..like him holding the door open for u the first time..the accidental brush of fingers while reaching for the bucket of popcorn..that "look across the room"..holding hands for the first time..y'know..cute stuff like that..which somehow take on a special meaning in those first few days..n those who can make that last..well therein lies the true magic..in other words..zsa zsa zsu...............anyway im not the best qualified person to be talking about that either i guess..so on to yet another definition..

hmmmm..well..for me (well at least till the above comes true..highly unlikely though that is..) it would have to be........while mooting..actually not exactly while mooting..just before it begins to be exact..once you've bowed to the judges but havnt yet launched into it..you're just a teensy bit nervous..but this is the zsa zsa zsu of anticipation..you know that once the words start coming out its gonna be alright..15 mins never seems so short..then again..those moments before some result is announced..or when test answer-sheets are distributed..thats the zsa zsa zsu of expectation..then there are those countless cricket match finishes..hehe..also..how can i forget those nailbiting novels..or even movies..plenty of butterflies-in-stomach moments in those..hehe..

anyway..right now just too dog tired to write any more..n have a visit to the forensic lab in the morning..gonna be spending half the day walking around..off to bed i go..so..this is bbye..
ciao..

ps: creations goin on in the univ..cultural week..it rocks..really!!..great events..n the dress codes n themes..niiiicee!!!..n now plans are on for a full fledged law college fest next sem..hope that goes tip-top..now this feels like a real college..woohoo!!!

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sunday again..well so same old story..only significant (?) difference..m getting up early now..(for the ones basking in ignorant bliss..that means m up before noon..hehe..)..but seriously..m waking up at all odd hours of the early (make that verrrry early) morning..which is a huge pain-in-the-a$$ really..coz now i have to feed myself something at like 4.00 am!!..that too when im feeling most particularly laaaazzzzyyy..m steadily getting heartily sick of biscuits n (would u believe it?) chocolates!!..

so anyway..watched "woh lamhe"..good story..kinda the powerful kind..n the girl really can act..n shiney ahuja plays second fiddle most of the time..cant blame him though..the movie is all about kangana..but they make a nice couple onscreen..

well..went out last evening with shanu bhaiya..just for a lark..saturday evening..food n movie trip sorta..hehe..n as usual we dilly-dallied here n there..always end up doing so when m out on a bike..hehe..so we had like 5 mins to get back (ya well OTR always did take too much time in packing food)..we were like really really late..n had like 16 kms to make up in 5 mins..so 8.55 pm n no permi..hehe..i knew i wouldnt get a notice or anything..but then why take the chance..anyway so that return trip was gorgeous..exhileratingly fast!!..oh to feel that cool wind blowing through your hair..i just luuuuuuv fast rides..the faster the better..bikes or cars..especially at nights..dark dark nights..with the moon up (n last nights sight was a beauty..really..especially the full moon over the umed palace..wow!!)..clouds floating around..n to top it off, some nice music if its a car..(if its a bike you pretty much cant hear anything over the screaming wind anyway..hehe..)..so anyway..made it back by 09.07 pm!!!..pretty good eh??..hehe..n that too after being stuck in stupid senseless jodhpur traffic..clear sailing after we hit the highway of course..god i love that stretch..

so in other news..nets been acting up again..connects only during late nights n early mornings n stuff..works for me of course..but anyway..damn pissing off having to reload a page ten times for it to connect..hate that "problem loading page" thing..aaarrrggghhh!!!!!!..n iv got a hectic week of moots n projects staring at me..guess there'll be a lotta muttered curses then..

guess this is it for now..
ciao..

ps: rum balls..one word for them..yummmmmmmm!!!!!

pyar ke side effects

cant believe that i actually sat through an entire mallika sherawat movie without flinching (or visualizing my sisters face if she saw this!!)..i must say i had my reservations about watching it..but it actually surpassed my (albeit extremely low) expectations..of course i was hoping that the presence of rahul bose wouldnt disappoint me..but then any movie which boasts of ms. sherawat in its starcast..well id pretty much rather give it a miss..it was a pleasant surprise hence, when i actually recieved pretty nice reviews of this..its appearence on lan the next day was like a sign..hehe..anyway long story short..it wasnt a total waste of time..so yes its cliched a bit..n the songs could have been done away with..(really what is it with bolly movies n irrelevant songs???)..but it actually was quite funny..and no regular cheapo mallika stuff if u know what i mean..traces of "meet the parents", "notting hill" etc etc dozen other hollywood movies..but it all fell into place nicely..i wouldnt call it a brilliant movie or a must-watch or anything..but nice time-pass kind flick..worth it..

next in line.."woh lamhe"..n this time i have pretty high expectations after "gangster"..lets see if it can live up to it..love the songs already..hope i like the movie..

ciao..

nostalgic..

well m in a weirdly senti mood this nite..hav loads to do..also well-stocked on movies n stuff..but feel like just staring into thin air..hehe..see??..m totally crazy..missing pujas like anything..come to think of it..while i was at home, i wasnt particularly interested in all those pandal hopping sprees..everyone dressed up like they are going to some marriage party in the middle of the day..loudspeakers blaring away some dumb songs at ear-splitting volume..all those traffic jams n one-way roads milling with soo many people the car always got stuck..hehe..detested it all then..n was soo impatient..n now..id give anything to be there..weird eh??..the roads here seem soo empty when i know that the cal roads will have all those huuuge light things..no atmosphere here..the pujo-pujo bhab thats unique to only cal..

but what i miss the most is our own puja at our place..how our whole family used to come together for it..n the house would invariably fall short of space..il be sleeping on the couch (still reserved for me i hear..sweet aint it?)..my bros all packed in like sardines on the floor..all the adults looking for bedding everywhere..all us kids (ya still consider myself that) assigned duties n stuff to help in the puja..making all the prasad n bhog thalis..making the alpana..getting all the flowers..dubba n bel-pata..readying the veranda for the protima..getting the idol..in fact the preparations are much more fun than the puja itself..all us cousins running around all day..me keeping nirjala upwas n my dratted bros n sis (wretches that they are) deliberately taking me out pandal hopping in the evening n making me look at all the food..knowing i cant even think of a drop of water before the puja is over..which will be the middle of the night..hehe..but its all soo much fun..getting everyone to stay up all thru the night..fighting over the dhak-dhol to peetofy..losing breath in between sankh bajaoing n all those weird noises consequently made coz i just couldnt keep from laughing at all the funny faces my dumbo bro would deliberately make..uloo-ing our lungs out..all in different pitches..some not even properly..just wagging the tongue while screeching "uloo-loo-loo" at the top of the voice!!..collapsing in giggles after a sec or two..the exasperated glares from the purut..hehe..

everything so vivid still..as if it just happened yesterday..so many many memories..and to think i still have two more years at least when i wont be home for the pujas!!!..n then god knows where il be working..god how i wish one could remain a child forever..leading careless tension-free lives..school days..only worry being tests n holiday homeworks (oh how i hated that..n put it off till the last min always..classic me..hehe)..all those tiffin periods.."buffet system"..hehe..rainy days when almost noone would come to class..splashing around in the "ganga-yamuna" of the cycle stand..hehe..free periods galore!!..chatting, teasing n joking..getting caught reading a novel in class coz sum dumb guy snitched..making up some wild excuse like it being a "serious book" read as research for a project (well that part was true..i did need anthrax material for my "biowar" project..but that robin cook thriller didnt really give me much material..hehe..but guess what..jain sir actually believed it..n since my notes were top-notch n i read only when the guys asked some dumb question to sidetrack the class..which was like all the time..so he actually gave a telling off to the guy for snitching on me!!..cool or what!!)..hmmm..playing "killer-killer" and some guy winks at u thinking u were winking at him..hehe..all those sessions of "dumb charades" n "spin-the-bottle" during the last few days before exams when almost noone turned up for class..killing time with gay abandon..looking at us noone would think we had our xams in a few days..living life like theres no tomorrow..those really were the best days of my life..unforgettable experiences all..miss it all like hell..

god..all of this is making me feel just too nostalgic..n then m listening to all these senti instrumentals as well..too much "atmosphere" around..well anyway..guess id better get going..this could take forever..
ciao..for now..

ps: i cant believe its my fifth month of blogging!!!!..i mean..woah..time really does fly.. :)

crazzzy times!!

im crazy..i talk crazy..walk crazy..behave crazy..i just am crazy..not to be confused with crazy for something or someone..
i am crazy..thats it..period..

latest crush..

inuyasha!!..(well surprise surprise its anime again..oh ohhh..naughty naughty!!..get your mind outta the gutter now..hehe)..anyway lately iv been absolutely devouring these episodes..had seen a few back home during the hols..but didnt really like it..coz i watched it from the middle or something maybe..n seemed just too kiddish that time..but nothing good on lan makes one go through a lot..long story short got a few episodes and the four movies from another anime buff..and the rest is history..m officially hooked..i mean its not all that great..and it does kinda repeat stuff a bit..but overall not all that bad..and it definitely has its moments..and if the lan-sea is drying up..well beggars cant be choosers right..you get the picture..so anyway i liked the movies better..but maybe thats coz those were subbed and the eps are dubbed in english..i toh personally feel that the original jap versions sound much better..not only in this..but all animes actually..some people say they cant read the subs and watch it simultaneously n all..but thats never been a prob for me..works like a charm..n its just better hearing it how it was meant to be..and the dubbing is what makes the voice n all slightly on the silly side..the jap version is more serious..grittier..and the terms n spells n all arent translated to english..and that weaves its own magic..i mean..its much more mystical if one hears "kaazana" rather than "wind tunnel"..and anyway like i said..the voices are much more suited to the characters in japanese..its as if in jap its anime..but once its in english..its cartoon..dunno if thats how to explain it..but anyway..hellooo bigger picture here..

so well apart from my new interest in inuyasha..lifes pretty much the same around here..no hols for dp again..hmmm..but well no point bemoaning that now..rather get back to watching those eps..oh n btw..inuyashas got a nice soundtrack..n some of the endsongs are quite hauntingly melodious..too bad they are in jap or would have posted the lyrics as well..translations dont really have it..not the real thing..

anyway..until next time..(which i guess doesnt seem to be too near in the immediate future frm the current trend of things)..
ciao..

thinking..

these past few days..i have opened loads of "create posts" pages..and closed them again due to various reasons..the latest being me accidentally deleting the text before publishing or saving the post..most pissing off..but anyway..mostly its coz i have nothing to write about..weird coz of course things keep happening all the time..yet i have nothing to blog about..like at dinner everyday mads will always have to ask her trademark question "n what have u been upto?"..n to this my stock response is always the monosyllabic "nothing"..without fail..not that i really do nothing..(as in i dont spend my time just staring away into space or anything..though that would also constitute as something..n thinking..or contemplating to use a fancy term for it..is definitely not nothing..)..so anyway its more like theres nothing "new" that i do..or can write about..the same old monotonous routine..day in and day out..everyday..with the possible inclusion of new movies as each day goes..hehe..otherwise nothing else changes..ever..

so m stuck here again.."nothing to declare" as one would tell customs officials (tho why i brought up this similie is beyond me)..whatever..hence without further ado i bid goodbye..with these lines from "incomplete"..backstreet boys..(tho "show me the meaning" still remains my all-time fav from bsb..but right now these words sorta "speak to me")..
ciao..

I've tried to go on like I never knew you..
I'm awake but my world is half asleep..
I pray for this heart to be unbroken..
But without you all I'm going to be is..incomplete..

ps: done with "smallville"..itching for the 6th season now..

sundayyyy!!!!

so a sunday again..a day of fun n masti..no classes n no tension..n best of all no waking up to the alarm clock!!..so needless of to say the majority of my sundays are always spent under the covers..blissfully in dreamland..but not so today..after wat seems like ages..m up on a sunday morning!!..actually woke up before 7..n had to force myself to go back to sleep to get up at a more respectable "sunday time"..which happened to be 9.30 (in case u wondering, thats a new high fr me..)..weird really coz this is one sunday which i dont hav to go out in the morning (whch is usually the main reason of my waking up before noon on sundays)..n can actually spend doing nothing..no pressing work for monday as far as i remember..yieeeee..

so lemme nt waste any more time writing stuff here..n get on with it..so off to "smallville" again..on 5th season now..had heard abt it n seen a few promos n ads n even a few snippets while channel hopping..but got down to watchin it this summer vacation n actually pounced on it once it came on lan..hehe..

soo..later..
ciao..

nothing

i wish i had kept this blog anonymous..or at the very least..not broadcasted its existence to all n sundry by putting it up in huge billboard-style neon lights on orkut!!

but well whats done is done..thats it..nothing else..
ciao

moot!!

back after a bit of a snooze from bloggerworld..been very busy..have a dratted moot tomorrow..ct (thats commercial transactions to the blissfully ignorant)..for which had to submit the memorial this evening..god knows why this guy is such a stickler for day-before-memos..usually one can happily make the memo on the last nite and submit in the morning itself..but not so for biki..oh no..he has to have it before so he can "read" it..which in other terms means him chronicling each and every teeny tiny insignificant mistake made anywhere..so as to get more n more ways of ripping u apart at the moot the next day..him n his dumb comments!!..like "why have u referred to benjamin when hes been dead for years??"..i mean..wth!!..the next time he even utters the word "benjamin" in class we're gonna ask him the same question..lets see what he can come up with then..a worse pj cracking prof iv never seen..n u hav to laugh at them..coz well..hes the prof..and with his track record n reputation..noones takin chances..hehe..

so anyway..meant to finish the memo last nite itself..but slept off and had to do it in the day..which is pissing off coz had to bunk classes..not that i dont like bunking classes..buttt..attendance!!..and i didnt end up utilising the whole day either as i had expected..ended up wasting a lot of time..but in the end memo done n printed n delivered..well before time..even after having to comb almost the entire univ for the guy who found just that time to go for walks all over the place..finally pinned him down at his apartment..now m waiting for d-day..i just knw im gonna get screwed..royally..n with "dangerous dave" spouting cpc (the code of civil procedure) mumbo jumbo next to him..

anyway..so after a while now..free for the night..thinking of a movie..got a few choices there..might finally watch poseidon n delete it..been rotting in my comp for ages now..ummm..gonna have a loooong chat with subho again..we've been chatting all the time..so much so that theres almost nothing new to say when im back home for the hols..hehe..anyway..m nt complaining..shes probably the only gud frnd frm kgp that im really in touch with..not counting orkut that is..including that..theres alsmot noone i am not in touch with..hehe..but not quite the same..

so well..gotta go now..dinner beckons..
wish me luck for tomm..
ciao..

the notebook

so here i am again..writing a review for yet another movie i liked..make no mistake i dont review just about every movie iv watched..with the sheer number of them i watch all the time, this space would just overflow if i were ever to do that..hehe..

so now back to what i started with.."the notebook" is a love story..n a sweeter one i never saw..iv always been kind of a sucker for stuff like "a walk to remember" n "love story" n all..when im in the mood that is..and a saturday night with a packet of chips, chocolates n some fresh hot coffee..makes for great atmosphere..i had heard of it..even read a few reviews..but probably wouldnt have watched it if there were any better choices available on lan..but since iv watched probably every good movie ever made, finding something like that was a chance one shouldnt bet on..so i was resigned to watch this mushy romantic movie with quite a bit of misgivings..and at the end was blown away..totally..

an old man in a nursing home reads a story from a notebook..a diary..to an old woman suffering from dementia and whose memory is slipping from her more and more everyday..set in the 1940s, it is the story of two lovers who meet in the south at a carnival..allie was 17, a city girl from money..and noah was a country boy..the two fall crazily in love and spend the whole summer together but allie is forced to move and go to college..noah writes 365 letters..one for each day..for a year..but she never gets them..7 years pass and allie meets and falls in love with a wealthy soldier lon..but an article in the paper with noah standing in front of a fully restored, 200 year old home draws allie to him..the last time she saw the house it was a rotted decaying shamble..it had been noah's dream to buy and restore the house..for her..just the way she wanted it..she goes back to him to sort things out in her head..and to seek some closure..they spend a few magical days together and she doesn't want to leave ever again..allie now has to choose between her fiancé and noah..

thats all that can be said without letting out the plot..and it is really very very cute..the end is just sooo sweet..n lemme tell you..nothing is more adorable (or luckier) than old love..two old people dancing..gazing at each other as they did 50 years ago..anyway this is one movie even a part-time romantic like me will love..n it has all the magic of a timeless classic..dont miss it..happy watching..

The best love is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more..
that plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds..

where am i??

this past few days..actually weeks..make that months..or is it years??..iv been wasting my time..doing nothing..absolutely wasting it..throwing it down the drain..with no regard to anything..or anyone..and i really dont knw why..i mean..i love what im doing..law..in fact, i chose it much to my whole family's surprise..and a whole lotta frnds too..previously just one person from the whole of kharagpur had ever even thought of pursuing law..i didnt have a clue as to what it would entail..or what it was about..where to apply..what to do..what to prepare..i had no contacts in the field..not even a single lawyer in my whole huge extended family..all docs n engineers n profs n ias officers n businessmen..but a lawyer??..not one..zilch..so i had nothing in fact..till january of 2004 i was clueless as to what i wanted to do with my life..the only clear idea i ever had was that i wasnt going to end up in iit kharagpur..bog or otherwise..i mean i liked science n all..always have had a knack for it more than arts..but i was not a fanatic over maths or physics or anything..it was just that i was better at it than arts or commerce..but making a career of it!!..never came into question..my life wasnt one filled with plans or anything..it was strictly living in the moment..no HOWGIHs or HOWGALs for me thnx very much..hehe..n guess if i hadnt come across that ad by prime tutorials i would be doing something entirely different..like english..or mass comm..or even designing or something..but point is..i did see it..and went ahead to their office in cal..n the rest as they say is history..appeared for just three entrance exams that year..(even the worst students in my batch probably appeared for more!!)..lucky for me..got thru at one go..so welcome to national law university jodhpur..

it was my dream come true..(in fact, still is)..i was a bit confused when i came..but within a very short time i knew that this was where i belonged..really n truly belonged..was doing b.sc biotech hons. with ll.b hons..combining both my interests..n i was happy..more than i had ever been..i mean..this was the life i had always dreamt of..iv always loved arguing..n have always joked about committing the perfect murder n all..n now i could maybe do it knowing all the loopholes in the law..hehe..read all those novels of perry mason in school..hehe..true that my first choice would have been to become a secret agent..hehe..but never mind those childish fantacies..i had arrived!!..finally..the place was great..away from the city..no pollution..great sky..awesome climate..perfect lil single rooms!!..(i was a bit apprehensive about having to live wth someone..i mean..poor girl..)..great mess food..(yeah another thing i was verrry afraid of..having had to hear of the awful inedible stuff they serve in iitkgp)..24/7 net n lan..a great group of friends..i mean..what else does one need in life??..

hehe..anyway..the first sem was a breeze..the best ever..and i dont knw exactly when things started to go downhill..when the novelty wore off..when the monotonousity set in..suffice to say..the rose coloured glasses came off..n then as they say..the rest is again history..

so now..where am i..what am i doing..i have no business wasting my time like this..living in a dream world..refusing to step into reality..even knwing that someday it will all come crashing down as nightmares..oh i soo envy retired people..who have already gone through life..and have only memories..like dreams..n why do i do this??..my usual excuses of laziness or procastrination with regard to anything even remotely resembling work??..maybe..maybe not..not this time..im not that dumb or stupid..to throw my life away for a bit of a lie-in..not for this long anyway..or am i??..so what is it??..i happen to be perpetually bored..even when i have a million things to do..even watching movies or reading isnt quite as appealing as they seemed to be..nothing is..everything is in like a haze..time flies..just now it was yesterday..and now its today..and before i know it, it will be tomorrow..n i dont knw where all this time goes..so fast..days come and go..how..its like im standing in the middle of..everywhere..and everything is moving..very very fast..like streaks u knw..n im still..so perfectly still..is this how a druggie feels??..i wonder..(not seriously no..actually who cares..if im "high" on life..so be it..but somehow i dont quite think so..)..

anyway..as usual my fingers are typing away at something which i have no clue came from where or how..or even why..n i might be making a huge mistake..penning all this down n publishing it like this..but what the hell..wats life without a few mistakes right??..

tada then..
ciao..

vanilla sky

the sweet is never as sweet without the sour...

soo true..so open your eyes to reality..living life in dreams doesnt pay off..n one can only truly appreciate the "sweet" when there is the "sour" to compare it with..well guess thats what "vanilla sky" is in a nutshell..but not quite..its very simple and yet too complex..a movie i just cant justify with an orthodox review..still reeling from the after-effects of it..that too a good 3 hours after m dun..it hits u at sooo many levels..at one side its a sweet romantic movie..on the other hand its a dark psychological thriller..or again a sci-fi futuristic flick..one man's journey thru his life..his mind..tom cruise is magnificient..a rivetting role..and he actually does justice to it..n thats no mean feat..

the subconcious is a very powerful thing..and has been portrayed beautifully in here..the mind can play tricks..looks can be deceiving..whats reality and where does the dream end??..a striking movie..ambiguous to the end..something which will make u stop and think at the end of it..if this does not raise a question or two in ones mind..one of those few movies which are soo quirky..disturbing..different..one cant call it weird coz that would be an obvious insult..n thats the problem..coz one cant call it any one thing in particular..its a suberb blend of sooo many things (for want of a better term)..one just has to see it to get it..and even then u might not..and definitely not at first..the twists n turns are just soo intricate..sometimes quite overwhelming..but disarmingly simple really..from the correct perspective..


this will have to do for now..i knw its mostly disjointed phrases n all..but saying more will only deduct from the pure viewing pleasure of it..and im not about to put a spoiler alert on this one..has to be experienced first hand..so i leave it at this..

i'll tell you in another life, when we are both cats............

my blog for the day..

yes thats how its become now..as is obvious frm the frequency of my posts, the blogger bug has bit me..big time..its now almost at par with orkutting..well..on second thought, mayb not quite..but anyway its part of my daily routine now..wich can be effectively summarised as: cum bak frm class/anywhere else..open door..switch on comp..close door..keep keys, mobile, bag, watch, coupons (by which time comps booted up..see everythings sooo well coordinated)..start sum music..start lanfind..chek gtalk..open ym..chek offlines n click on mails..chek yahoo mail, gmail..(hotmail n rediff sumtimes too)..whew..delete like a hundred irrelevant mails..read n reply to the dozen or so kv grp mails (n sumtimes a lot lottt more)..check orkut fr scraps, frnd requests n msgs..n reply..mayb evn visit a few profiles to leave my share of itty bitty lines fr d day..read d orkut fortune n laugh abt it..mayb chek a community or two..open blogger..click create post..by wich time ders sumone or d othr online tryin (yes trying being d operative word) to bug me..n a few reply scraps hav landed up as well..n anothr dozen latest kv grp mails..deal with dem..bak 2 blogger..write a few lines..munch on sum chocs..chek bak on lanfind..preview a few of d new movies..mayb start downloadin sum..again a few lines fr d blog..reply to d newest mails again..scrap replies..chatting on in d background as well..silently scream n utter a few curses wen d comp unshares d movie with ~5 secs remaining fr download..(thats about as close to really pissing me off as u can get)..back to firefox..suddenly realise d person ur chattin with hasnt replied bak in sumtime..guess wat..yes..nets gone again..fiddle with d proxies a bit..scream n curse again..(dats me nearly but nt quite royally pissed)..ask sumone outside wethr nets wrking..negative as expected..bak inside..n miraculously in d meantime nets started again!!..yiee..whoop of joy..but now gotta chek archives fr d missed "hii..u der..dc??..its been 15 mins..busy??" msgs..couple of "yes m here now..net probs again..srry"..now bak to the grind..in dis lil while another spate of mails has arrived..after finally m dun with that..bak to blogger..n dis time get a lotta words in before m torn bak 2 orkut fr dat scrap-chat i was having..a near repeat of the abuv with a few permutations n combinations later..my blog for d day is dun!!!..so update d date n time on d post a few hrs forward to b in sync with d present..n finalllyyy..hit "publish post"..net willing it works the first time around..

now in case ur wondering..yes after publishing the blog its back to the usual gmail, orkut, gtalk blah blah routine..of course there are the occassional time-outs for movies..n sumtimes assignments, moots n projects..or just random netting away till the wee hrs of the night..

so..now blogging has become an added "attraction" in my routine..as one can see..its not quite the intellectually-superior-opinion-on-everything-blog..or the soppy-mushy-senti-poem-blog..just a regular-off-the-top-of-my-head-anything-goes-kind-blog..weird mumblings et al included..just wat i feel..when i feel..n thats the way i like it..hehe..tho i dont have any idea why m actually writing all this down!!!

oh btw..suddenly started raining..n of course there were the few weirdos who went romping around even tho its freezing at this time..(actually "that" time..it being around 11.00-11.30-ish then)..considering ppl r dying of floods around us..its a wonder we have been spared..a pleasant dry spell fr sumtime now..not that i hate rains n all..i actually happen to like the rains..but only coz of the nice earthy smell..the gorgeous sky..the clean look..n the coolness it brings..so since its been quite cool enough even w/o rains..n the sprinklers bring in the smell everyday anyway n the sky is perennially gorgeous..n m willing to forego the "clean look" part if it means less mud n water-logged roads around..god knows how many ruined jeans i had to wash this season coz of it!!..

so well thats it fr now..in the middle of watching "vanilla sky"..mayb will review it once m dun..but so far its been good..very powerful..if thats the word m luking fr..the food for thought kinda movie..

point to be noted..started writing at 12.34 am..n look at the time now!!..hehe..
ciao..

wish update!!!

well seems like my dearest wish was of a gud dinner..jst came true..asked for butter chicken but got one better..fish curry today!!!..yummmmmm..yieee..now its on for a gud nite..with me armed with chocolates n cookies..books, movies, music n net..lets see how it ends up..hehe..

yieee again..
ciao..

dilemma..

todays orkut fortune: "your dearest wish will come true"..well and good..id love nothing more than my dearest wish to come true as well..that is..once i decide what that is..n thats where my dilemma is..coz i just dont knw..so lemme review my choices..hmmm..good (make that gr888) grades in acads..at least a few of my magnaminous prayers answered..removal of the marks-for-attendance rule..(hehe)..being able to keep a few resolutions fr a change..all those wishes i made for every forwarded chain mail (and thats a lotttt)..good health..doing something great maybe (pretty vague that..)..becoming filthy rich!!!..hehe..n last..definitely not least..the very cliched: happiness!!..add to that a few other odds n ends which cannot quite be listed in such a public place..lol..so quite a nice lil shopping list of wishes iv got here..and im sure that il remm a few more after iv published this..

and that leaves me exactly where id started..square one..whats my dearest wish??..n for the life of me i cant quite point a finger at one..and even if one does..there still remains a teeny tiny doubt..the question of "what if"..that maybe if i had chosen the other one..its easier to make it a blanket call and wish for something like happiness..sure to encompass everything then..but again what sort of happiness??..the right here right now kind??..or the forever type..the one in the long run..for which u have to suffer today to prosper n b happy tomm..n what of wishing for others..what goes round comes round right??..so that should be good enough to ensure future happiness..so wat do ppl do wen they see a falling star??..or chance upon a jenie bearing oil lamp!!..guess il forever remain at a disadvantage der..but maybe then il improvise..or more likely blurt out some really dumb wish in a hurry..as it is falling stars are always too fast for my reaction times..even if i am stupid enough to believe in them..

anyway..im blabbering away..n that too on sumthg which is nt quite relevant..i mean..face it..however much i write abt this here..or debate on it..no jenies gonna be granting me any wishes soon..so guess i shud be focussing my energies in more productive directions..like getting ready fr a yumm dinner..(well hopefully yum..plz god plz let der b butter chicken today..hehe..)..so guess fr now..thats my wish..a gud dinner!!..n a gud nite..a maybe a gud morning as well..n a gud day tomm..n a gud nite tomm.................see there i go again..hehe..see now thats my problem!!! :P

oh n btw..latest crush.."kya mujhe pyar hai"..frm "woh lamhe"..the music..the beats..the chords..the chorus..the bhatts have struck gold again..so wat if its a total lift??..when has that ever stopped them from becoming chart toppers..the latest "ya ghali" to "ya ali" in gangster worked better than a charm..

now i shud really get going..
ciao..

ps: still thinking..what is my dearest wish??..will knw for sure n share once it comes true then!!

unbreak my heart...

currently listening to..."unbreak my heart"..toni braxton..and plz no questions abt who broke mine..fyi its still intact n will b so in the foreseeable (as well as unforeseeable) future..just happen to really like this track..the music n the lyrics..so here goes..

Unbreak my Heart

Don't leave me in all this pain
Don't leave me out in the rain
Come back and bring back my smile
Come and take these tears away
I need your arms to hold me now
The nights are so unkind
Bring back those nights when I held you beside me

Un-break my heart
Say you'll love me again
Un-do this hurt you caused
When you walked out the door
And walked outta my life
Un-cry these tears
I cried so many nights
Un-break my heart..my heart

Take back that sad word good-bye
Bring back the joy to my life
Don't leave me here with these tears
Come and kiss this pain away
I can't forget the day you left
Time is so unkind
And life is so cruel without you here beside me

Ohh..oh
Don't leave me in all this pain
Don't leave me out in the rain
Bring back the nights when I held you beside me

Un-break my
Un-break my heart, oh baby
Come back and say you love me
Un-break my heart
Sweet darlin'
Without you I just can't go on
Can't go on

freshers' nite!!!!!!!!

partyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!!!.....one heck of a parrrtehhh..hehe..the dj was gr888 (someone roped him in frm jaipur..guddd move..hehe)..the music jst rocked!!..then the food was yummm..specially the chilli chicken..scrumptious..de-hiii-licious (as in when stretched the cox way)..only thing missing frm before was the never-ending supply of pepsi n the like..man i miss that..too bad its still banned..anyway..d dance party was sposed 2 have started frm 7.30..but late kates that we are..we ended up just shy of 9..n it was already pretty much on the go..still we danced till we dropped..just got over a few hours or so back..so one can imagine how much we jingled jangled around..n in those mt. everest-like high heels too..the basky court was transformed as usual into the disc..all dark n smoky..proper ambience..proper lighting..n with skimpy skirts n slutty dresses all around..hehe..everyone dresses up sooo..ppl running around all nite yesterday..so well i donned a skirt after what seems like ages..n even ghosty wore a dress..

hmmm..well it was just ghosty, surabhi n me this time..mads, ananya n deeksha ditched us to go fr a nite out at ananyas..that sucked..wish they'ed been here too..wud have been sooo much better with the whole gang..n in some time gaurav n kartikeya also went off..n g toh was of course flitting around like the lil kid he is..jai stuck around till the end tho..his n polalis moves are the funniest ever..playing "piya tuuuu ab toh aaja"..n il forever remm those two everytime i hear "monica my darling" now..hehe..n all along they'll just keep on moving..here..there..everywhere..n anupam seemed stuck hanging upside dwn to nilesh's waist..hehe..well so we danced n danced n then danced some more..got back bone weary after 1..n had jst awsum funn..n at this hr of course no ones online to stem my bubbling word flow..hehe..hence blogger world's bearing the brunt.. :)

so..all in all..the best freshers' since iv been here..n to think we thot id be too boring n all..n almost decided not to go..anyway just tooooo tired to type any more..

signing off now..
ciao..

ps: watched "dragon tiger gate" today..amaaazzinggg fight scenes..brilliantly choreographed kung fu sequences..n nicholas tse is jst sooooo cuuuteee..n a good fighter to boot..hehe..a must watch for all action buffs..

kids in america...and other things...

"get schooled..not fooled".........the tagline of this off-beat movie i watched this aftee.."kids in america"..while glancing thru it before downloading it appeared to be one of many regular teen high school movies rampant on lan..but m glad to have been wrong this time..rather, its a movie about teens..n carries quite a compelling message..nt really in the mood to write a lengthy synopsis now..so heres my take from an official review..

based on real events, "kids in america" is a teen comedy/drama about a diverse group of high school kids who band together to peacefully kick their principal's ass..holden donovan is fed up with principal weller who goes to great lengths to stop the students from exercising their right to free expression..she expels a girl for passing out condoms and advocating safe sex on "national safe sex day" and suspends another for writing an expressive poem in her "private" journal..meanwhile, she is running for the superintendent of their school district, which will give her a chance to practice her brand of administration beyond booker high..the students have an ally in mr. drucker, one of their teachers who encourages them to fight for their rights..he pays a high price for his leadership and is fired by the principal too..he decides to use his dismissal to make a change of his own, by producing a documentary chronicling the experiences of students who are faced with similar issues..as the story unfolds, donovan befriends a group of kids including charlotte, lawrence, chuck, walanda, emily and katie..together they organize the student body to take on weller and bring some real change at booker high..

so thats it..some funny gags on the princi..incidently shes julie bowen of boston legal..but with a serious undertone..one of the few "teen movies" which actually speaks to u..and not about the normal "dont go drugs" n stuff..overall a good watch..a good concept..and the portrayal of some great acting skills..totally worth it..

well..in other news..was mads bday yesterday..had a fun midnite bday bash again..deeksha made a yummm rum cake!!..considering the ingredients were fruit cake, choc horlicks n cashews..this 10-min delicacy is nothing short of a miracle..anyway..we hoped to get high coz v had put in quite a lottt of rum..but (un)fortunately we all seem to be experts at holding our liquor..hehe..sooo another bday shopping spree last evening too..this time with ghosty..n sooo last min that for the very first (n i hope last) time in my life i went out with not a single rupee on me..felt sooo naked somehow..lol..this time it was soo much harder to decide wat to get..n we ended up getting quite a lot actually..havnt calculated how much it all was..must hav exceeded the budget by millions..n g was also along fr the ride..wanted to fag on the way bak in the auto..n ghosty took a few drags..says she liked the smell n all..weird how anyone can do that!!..i toh positively gag at even passive smoking..sorry but cigs n drugs are the two things im nt gonna be doing in the near (or far) future..but drinking..as in properly getting roaring drunk..definitely..if only to check my threshold or to freak this one guy out..hehe..

anyway..fam law test tomm..problems on partition..hopefully will turn out fine..and i wont end up making sum dumb-dodo-style-blunder..otherwise have a good feeling about this..n then theres freshers in the evening..supposed to be something big this time..with a dj from jaipur n all..lets see..n ghostys sooo dead if she ditches me fr the guys..thnk god kart n gaurav will also be there..

well so long..
ciao..

yippeeee...

yep..yiee fr me.."me comps wrkin agin"..after 2 days of pure unadulterated torture..which i dunno how i cud endure..never realised more how handicapped i am without my comp..there seemed to be nothing to do inside the room which did not involve the comp..it was soooo weird to see the blank black monitor staring back at me while i sat n read on my bed..n no music!!!..no movies..no mails or chats!!!..time seemed to drag on so..and i ended up sleeping all thru last evening n nite..literally of boredom..n its doubly worse when i dont knw whats wrong with the comp..as in..there was some problem in the monitor..now something wrong with the cpu..or if the hard disk crashes..that i get..but the monitor not switching on inspite of everything is beyond me..even when the connections were perfectly fine and one could hear it booting up in the background..n added to that is our resident comp idiot kk singh..someone should seriously go dunk him in all this recent mud..that guy actually wanted me to go ask the electrician guy about the monitor!!!!!..n i was like "OMG"..n den he has d gall to call himself a comp repairman!!..anyway m glad its wrking again..miracle really..must have been all d damp n stuff..tho knwing my comp..it was all in spite..probably trying to punish me or teach me a lesson..well message recieved thnx very much..whew..more than glad to be back n dismiss it all as a baaaddd nightmare..

so alls well in my lil world now..n the sun is shining again..truly..after what seems like an eternity of cold wet incessant rains..and consequently cold damp living conditions..actually had to plug the heater in sumtime during the night!!!..heard there were floods in udaipur n even osian..that must be a first..n did someone mention snow in sahara??..ppl dying of heat strokes in assam!!..seems to be rapidly turning into the plot of "day after tomorrow"..i fr one luuuv winters..but an ice age is not what i bargained for when i wanted the climate here to always be cool!!..

anyway..gotta rush now..class in a few mins..
ciao..

ps: my todays orkut fortune - "you will spend old age in comfort and material wealth"..glad to knw and i certainly do hope so..hehe :)

mindless blah blah..cant think of a more suitable title rt now..

LOVE..an all-consuming passion..something sweet..something to cherish..something which happens only once in a lifetime and everything else pales in comparison..its magic..its life..etc etc..blah blah blah........ok before u go off on a tangent wondering why m suddenly blabbering abt senti luv-shuv..the reason is my todays orkut fortune: your love life will be happy and harmonious...now i wonder why orkut puts up stuff like this..which make absolutely no sense..is misleading..and ridiculous most of the times..anyway everyday i read the days fortune and have a laugh over it..or try it with "in the bed" endings..lol..with hilarious results always..well so back to the point..my love life..or rather the lack thereof..iv (actually every sane person does) always known that all that swept-off-your-feet-by-knight-in-shining-armour knees-growing-week-blushing-trembling-looking-into-eyes stuff described soo graphically in mbs or movies dont really happen in real life..at least not to someone like me who lacks even a single romantic bone in her body and is too cynical of life anyway..tho yes after some really cute romantic comedy even i have to stop n delve into dreamworld fr a sec or two..but then the moment passes and i am back to my normal pragmatic self..point is..the much publicised romantic love we hear of is grossly overrated..as someone very aptly put it..love stands for lousy overrated vile emotion..and here i am strictly talking about the boy-meets-girl kinda love and not the love we have for our family and frnds n stuff..coz even tho i go "coochy coo" with babies i cant imagine myself digging up even one-tenth of it for a guy..but them im told that my standards are too high and anyway its hard to compete with the ghost of my ex!!..

guess every girl at one point of time dreams of her prince charming..a loong loong shopping list of criteria to be fulfilled..basically a really sweet romantic hunk.."beauty with brains"..hehe..but what i cant imagine is how can someone be with someone soo perennially sugary sweet..doesnt it get on ones nerves after sometime??..isnt one better off with someone whose thoughtfullness or sweetness will actually surprise u at times??..at least keep some sparks alive..or else doesnt it get really boring..living the ideal life with not even a single squabble??..with nothing left unexpected..i remm the last story in "a quiver full of arrows" by jeffrey archer..where the couple were always at loggerheads but loved each other to distraction..n i maintain that thats by far one of the cutest love stories iv ever read..

well..enough mindless mumbo jumbo fr now..gotta go study fr another dumb test tomm..in the last period so relatively chilled..hehe..anyway iv taken to looking up too many lyrics these days..getting into a really weird habit now..so before signing off, heres a few lines (actually all of them :P) from "Thirty Minutes" by Tatu..another poignant number iv been humming recently..
ciao..

Out of sight..out of mind
Out of time..to decide
Do we run?..should I hide?
For the rest of my life

Can we fly?..do I stay?
We could lose..we could fail
In the moment it takes
To make plans or mistakes

Thirty minutes..a blink of an eye
Thirty minutes..to alter our lives
Thirty minutes..to make up my mind
Thirty minutes..to finally decide
Thirty minutes..to whisper your name
Thirty minutes..to shoulder the blame
Thirty minutes..of bliss..thirty lies
Thirty minutes..to finally decide

Carousels in the sky
That we shape with our eyes
Under shade..silhouettes
Casting shade..crying rain...

Can we fly?..do I stay?
We could lose..we could fail...
Either way..options change
Chances fail..trains derail

Thirty minutes..a blink of an eye
Thirty minutes..to alter our lives
Thirty minutes..to make up my mind
Thirty minutes..to finally decide
Thirty minutes..to whisper your name
Thirty minutes..to shoulder the blame
Thirty minutes..of bliss..thirty lies
Thirty minutes..to finally decide

To decide..to decide..to decide..to decide......

an awesome day..an awesome time..

anannyas bday today..and it was an awesome load of fun..actually the "fun" part started last evening..so heres a blow-by-blow account..after the ct test got over..went off to the city on a gift-n-cake buying spree with mads..hitched a ride frm dalal sir (anothr wanna-be guardian..hehe..)..armed with the "comprehensive list" of ananyas..which shed been making fr some hundreds of thousands of years rather than study for the test..hehe..anyway who m i blaming..as if i studied any more!!..thnk god i cud at least write sum one hour worth of crap..hmmm..well lets not deviate now..so there we were in the city with a "dream in our eyes n a purpose in our hearts"..lol..n we find jai roaming like a lost lil pup..dragged him along too..and gud thing as well coz god knws wat he'd have bought had it not been for our superior intellect when it comes to gifts for ghosty..bought a really cutie sweetie fluffy lil stuffed doggy..knowing how crazzzzzyyyy ghosty is abt dogs there was really no contest as to wat to buy..well that disposed off jais gift..we'd decided to give this "bag of goodies" thing..nice odds n ends like earrings n perfume n nail polish, books, bday card, key chain, chocolates, flowers blah blah..all in a nice lil bag filled with confetti..n omg ananya went sooo nutty about the whole concept..especially the confetti part..n the lodha guy must have thot we were crazy the way we tried to explain it in hindi..hehe..anyway good thing that i had some stuff bak in the room coz i cant quite imagine anyone in jodhpur understanding anythng even remotely abt it..so we went roaming the whole of jodhpur for all the stuff to put in..and there was this one auto guy who took us around almost site seeing or sumthing for 30 bucks..lol..hilarious..guess hed have taken us everywhere we needed to go fr some 20-30 bucks more..anyway..bottom line we bought everything we had thought of and then some..and all well within our budget..actually exactly as per the listed one..amazing ppl the two of us!!!!..

well then back to the univ..on dot 9!!..dinner n back to rooms..confetti making..messages on card..which is the toughest..everythings soo repetitive n all..and i just clam up inside when i really have to write somethng like that..cant help it..and afterwords il think up some nice lines..but right that moment everythings dry..and worse thing i wont even remm those words fr the next time..so anyway smehow managed something appropriate..decorated the envelope (if mads or ananya read this..they'll know wat i mean..hehe)..well so 12 midnite..ding dong.."happy bday anannya"..cake cutting..icing on face..gift opening..a lotta blabbing..pics n all..posed n stuff..mostly hilarious ones..tho dunno how i always end up making weird faces everytime a cam is pointed at me..rarely dus any proper presentable smiling pic cum up..anyway..took loads of pics..thats the beauty of a digicam..one can keep on taking pics n delete all the dumb ones later..well got some really nice shots..and some awfully funny ones too..

sooo..that was last nite..planned for a movie this aftee..as ghostys bday treat..barely made the bus in the morning..got it to wait at the gate n had to run pell-mell..hehe..went for "kabhi alvida na kehna".."omkara" was the first choice but then some brilliant person suggested kank..and wow what a movie!!!!..drags on n on n onnn..another weepy-waily crying srk movie..but then what else to expect from karan johar..but he seems to be slipping in his "dotage" now..it actually glorifies adultry..story taken from "closer" and somehow made soo much worse..and succhhhh predictable dialogues..basically got nothing going for it apart from the great sets and the gorgeous clothes and abhishek bachchan..not even gr8 songs like others before..n the woman sitting below us kept on giving us such dirty looks coz we kept on chattering away all the time..and it was hilarious how we kept on commenting n predicting all the lines half the time..guess all in all not such a total waste of time..m sure will go on to become a major hit n all..make a clean sweap of the awards n stuff..dunno how ppl can b soo dumb that way..like trying to send "paheli" of all things to the oscars!!!!!!..just doesnt get any worse than that..

next on the agenda lunch..pizza hut..realized thats one place we've gone too often now..but good thing outta this..m munching on chicken hawaiian now..hehe..n yup b4 i forget to mention..had 3 glasses of my beloved pepsi in these 2 days..after more than a week of abstinence..felt sooo gud..god knws what the point is to ban soft drinks in schools n colleges when anyone can go buy one outside!!..weird ppl all..anyway..so back to the univ then..cribbed cribbed cribbed about the movie on the way..actually ripped it apart scene by scene..hehe..feels nice when like minded ppl bitch abt dumb stuff like this..makes it worthwhile watching it then..

anyway gotta be off now..thinking of watching "dead man's chest" later..finally downloaded a good print from lan..n unfortunately tomm back to reality..classes..tho holiday day after and almost everyone out of campus..so hoping to get some free classes..hehe..

well..so long..
ciao..

main aur meri tanhaai..

yup thats right..me n my "loneliness"..if you can call it that..this past week or so..guess havnt been as lonely as i've been bored n jobless..took to downloading almost a million final fantasy videos..n watching the same scenes over n over again..with some awesome songs..also watchd loads of movies..and finished off OC..even tho its the crappiest of all the english soaps iv watched till date..waiting for the rest to land up on lan..abt the lives n trials of some rich kids and their families in the "paradise that is orange county"..not the best iv seen by far..but something to keep me occupied nevertheless..kinda like the saas-bahu serials on star n all..like sometimes when theres nothing on you are forced to watch them..

anyway..one great thing about watching all those ff vids is that i got some really nice songs which i probably wouldnt have listened to in the normal course of events..sme great lyrics looked up..some tunes stuck in my head..and again the itch to play the games..got only a few demos on this comp so gotta wait..unless g decides to bcum a darling n gimme d discs..or unless it surfaces on lan..which is always too preoccupied by cs, warcraft, aoe, pop, nfs et al..at least now ppl dont jst look blankly at u as if ur nuts wen u say "final fantasy"..till last sem or so jst me n g knew anything about it..and ananya n mads vicariously thru us..n they still thot us to b oh so totally conked..

ananya n dishi were asking the other day about advent children of which the english dubbed versions finally shared on lan..(liked the jap one with the eng subtitles bettr tho..much bettr..grittier dialouges n all..)..ananya was like "wow the guys look soo classy n all in it"..n dishi wantd d "eyes on me" vid..n actually thot it was a movie or sumthg n wudnt accept that it was "jst a game"..(tho i kinda wish they wud make one on viii along the lines of advent children..squalls jst soooooo amazing..hehe..)..so a bit of a lecture abt squall n how great he is..n sum abt cloud n sephiroth to boot..hehe..hopefully there'll b sumone i can talk to abt all this here soon..weird that none of the guys othr than g knw abt it eithr!!..well..heres to hoping..

on another note..awesome rains yesterday..got last class free..so off after 3.30..n it decides to rain then..n v had sooo much fun splashing around bak to the mess..doel had this unbrella under which she n mads tried to take sum cover..needless to say didnt help much..typical jodhpur winds did the trick n the last "lap" or so we jst ran in the rain..n the mess courtyard had around ankle-deep water..n ghosty, smita, madhu n me jumped n splashed n kicked water on each other..soaked thru n thru..hehe..but sooo awsum fun..all the bhaiya-jis gave us such looks..lol..

signing off now..with a para from "everything you want"..vertical horizon..lyrics of d current vid m watching/listening to..identify to it at sum level i guess..
'til next time..
ciao..

He's everything you want
He's everything you need
He's everything inside of you
That you wish you could be
He says all the right things
At exactly the right time
But he means nothing to you
And you don't know why...

cant take my eyes off you....

And so it is...
Just like you said it would be
Life goes easy on me
Most of the time
And so it is...
The shorter story
No love, no glory
No hero in her sky

I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes...

And so it is...
Just like you said it should be
We'll both forget the breeze
Most of the time
And so it is...
The colder water
The blower's daughter
The pupil in denial

I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes...

Did I say that I loathe you?
Did I say that I want to
Leave it all behind?

I can't take my mind off of you
I can't take my mind off you
I can't take my mind off of you
I can't take my mind off you
I can't take my mind off you
I can't take my mind...
My mind...my mind...
'Til I find somebody new........

a haunting melody..from a truly haunting movie.."closer"..something which i would call weird and quirky..yet perfect..in a sense..in its own way..the song kinda grows on u..n soo suits the movie..writing abt it a looong time after i watchd it (which was some year or so back..)..so wont review the movie or anything..jst saw the song video today..damien rice.."the blower's daughter"..thot id hunt out the lyrics n post..

tada till the next time..
ciao..

its that time again..

yup..that time of the month..tests tests tests..n more...........wat??......u guessed it....tests!!..evidence, chem, bio, ct..anything n everything has to come together..add to this assignments, moots n snaps..n there u have the perfect combination for utter ruination of what is supposed to be ur "fun" college life..[well yeah its nt exactly quite as bad as iv made it sound..but then bad enough to whine n crib about it all the time... :D]

so well..how can there be a test, the day before which iv nt completely wasted..so again m surrounded by pepsi (god m addicted..)..chocolates (yummm..)..n milk..(for coffee really but which il probably nt make..n end up having nice warm milk..which will of course make me go off to sleep exactly when i should be studying like mad..hehe..)..n m happily watching the latest episodes of boston legal..which m hoping against hope will teach me some evidence law for tomm..(yeah right..as if!!!..in if only pigs could fly n blah blah category..)..n now wasting some more time blogging after which m sure to find some dumb duck to chat with for the next hr or so..at which point of time il b just too sleepy to study..

i m really doomed tomm..oh yeah!..but m jst tooooo sleepy to care right now..guess il catch a bit of shut-eye n wake up at the crack of dawn to prepare..hehe..

wish me luck..
ciao..

so totally bugged!!

i am BUGGED..absolutely totally completely..bugged of life..bugged of work (tho i dont do much of that..still..)..bugged of classes..but most of all bugged of tests!!..especially dumb fam law tests which make no sense..read thru the portion once n it all seems easy n theoretical n all..but see the question paper and WHAM!!..it hits u right where it hurts..everything just flies outta ur head..and ur left with what u had before u studied all nite long..sad thing is u knw ul remm everything just as soon as u exit the class..all those tiny details which had earlier slipped out of ur hand like sand..all those family trees will start making sense again and ul remm the proper names of the cases..and ul go.."oh yeah..that was it..how could i hav forgotten that!!"..ya ya very funny..studying just eight cases is giving me a headache..cant evn begin to imagine what'll happen during the endsems..!!!..but best to cross that bridge when i cum to it..

which brings me to the all-important question..what am i doing..blogging at a time like this??..when ideally i should be studying and preparing my guts out..!!..well..call me an escapist..but its mostly in times like this that ul find me being active in all areas except studies..be it orkutting..blogging..chatting..mailing..bugging!!..hehe..even thinking of catching a movie now..but guess this endeavour into blogging is gonna give me enough guilt trips to last this nite..so well..back to reality..and back to dumb fam law..(am i GLADDD that m in dayabhaga..mitakshara JHFs are the WORST!!)..

till the next time..if i survive tomm that is!!
ciao..

not all those who wander are lost...

"All that is gold does not glitter,
Not all those who wander are lost;
The old that is strong does not wither,
Deep roots are not reached by the frost...

From the ashes a fire shall be woken,
A light from the shadows shall spring;
Renewed shall be blade that was broken,
The crownless again shall be King..."

the quote running thru my head fr quite some time now..The Lord of The Rings..an awsum book made into an equally fantasic movie series..the best adaptation of a novel i hav seen so far..and definitely waaaay better than the HP franchise..(dont understand how they managed to muck that one up so bad..)..but then tolkein had a magic in his writing that jkr can never quite match up to..and which was expertly captured by peter jackson for the movie version..

hmmm..well this is one of my fav quotes frm lotr (wont bother explaining it..would take ages and run into pages..heyy that rhymes!!!)..this and the "One Ring" quote:

"Ash nazg durbatulûk..Ash nazg gimbatul..
Ash nazg thrakatulûk agh burzum-ishi krimpatul..."

"One Ring to rule them all..One Ring to find them..
One Ring to bring them all and in the darkness bind them..."

has kinda an intensity to it..sort of..a tug..a pull..cant really explain it..its like when you hear it..you get goosebumps..well not really..but close..like when you hear "my heart will go on..."..again not quite..

anyway..no other words spouting out right now..so guess this is it..
maybe il edit it to a longer post later..
ciao fr now..

back again...

so here i am..back to blogger world aftr a week long siesta..the reason for which is my current obsession with ebooks and transcripts and "flame of recca" (as is my all-time fav obsession of laziness..hehe)..been smacking them up like anything these past few days..and reccas a new addition to my many anime luvs..got totally hooked up this vacation since this was the only channel which served stuff in english (whew..cant stand the hindi dubbed cartoons..jarrs really..)..and was actually surprised to see favs like "ghost in the shell", "wolf's rain", etc..well..back to the present..been downloading episodes like crazy..2nd foray into this sorta thing after "helsing"..which was goooddddd..even tho jst 13 eps...

hmm..been into transcripts for long now (much to my frnds bewilderment..wich i totally fail to understand btw..)..as well as ebooks..but not with quite this kind of fervour..read a bit of "24" to make up for sum lost episodes in b/w..started into soppy mushy nora roberts fare..well u gotta guess exactly how jobless iv gotta be to resort to thatt!!..but then its a change from all the thrillers n stuff i usually read..and surprisingly some of them are not quite as mindless as regular dumby mbs..which is saying something..

well..er..ahh..ahem..seems like theres nothing else to say..or maybe there is but cant pen it down..or m jst downright lazy..anyway..me gotta go get ready for dinner now..

so..until the next time the blogging itch takes me over..
ciao..

lazzzyyyy!!

the title says it all..i am lazy..with a capital L...n a capital A...n a capital Z..n a capital Y!!!...LAZY!!! now that thats out in the open..lets delve into the causes..hmmmm...naaa...too lazy fr that as well...hehe :D..well guess iv always been kinda lazy..deadlines and last minute work keeps me on my sluggish toes..but of late iv become even more lazy!!..wish i could stay this way all day..in front of my comp..staring into cyberspace..reading-writing-chatting-mailing-music-movies..in short my whole life is wrapped up in here..all my friends are also in here..just this evening subho was saying that naali never keeps in touch and finds bahanas for not calling n all..set me wondering..coz even i never call anyone (testimony my huuuge balance..gotta do sumthing about that..wat'll i do if it gets lost or stolen!!)..and if not for net..probably i would be the one thinking up excuses..but now that we chat almost everyday..doesnt seem to be any reason to call up..fact of the matter is..apart from birthdays n other special occassions (and sometimes even not then..) i never call any of my old school friends..usually we stay in touch thru orkut or ym or gtalk (amazing inventions all!!)..and dont even mail that much..and forwards dont count..maybe i should make it a point to call them more..but then that brings me back to square one..im lazzzyyyy!! :D

so now..why exactly am i typing all this..dunno..maybe to the end that it'll drive my laziness away..tho dont quite see that happening..dont even wanna watch a movie..and on top of that lans nt wrkin properly now..too slow fr us gals..n ders sooo many gud movies der!!!..but moot point..coz dont wanna watch any..actually m in the middle of one right now..but.."netting away"!!..my only solace in times of boredom n laziness...

anyway..watched "corporate" this sunday...ananyas treat!!..well..we were thinking of "superman returns"..but only in hindi in jodhpur-back-of-beyond...sooo..u get the drift..."kkrish" would be better i guess..hehe...had quite a lotta fun...n great weather to compliment it..left late n all..but thankfully got tickets..awesome movie..tho not palatable for all i know..too gritty n realistic..but i for one liked it..a lot..got kinda slow moving sometimes..but very well made..and at the end of it i was actually impressed that they had at least some basic knowledge of our legal/judicial system..not like the regular bolly flicks..

well..started off with being lazy..n then on to friends..and movies??..dun think im making any sense here..but then i rarely do..even to myself..n thats saying a lot!!..mads n ghosty are continuously complaining of that..mads toh even "switches off" sometimes..n goes around advertising the fact to ppl!!..that wretch..(tis ok..ur still my u-knw-wat)..hehe..tho i guess i dont generally aim my thoughts on/at anyone..so doesnt matter anyway..

hmmm..making even less sense now..quite tempted to delete all this and start over again whn i am in a saner mood!!..but what the heck..my blog n my dumb thoughts..as it is its titled "crazzzy times"!!..so craziness being the whole point of it..but before i go over to the totally delusional..guess id rather stop.. :)

so thats it for now..
ciao..

[ps: lets see if anyone comments on my totally wacky weird craziness..hehe]

yours truly moi..

found these fun quizzes during my many travails into cyberspace..chronicled a few (!!) choice ones..lets see how they are recieved..some are interestingly pretty accurate while others r quite fun!!

Your Personality Profile

You are elegant, withdrawn, and brilliant. Your mind is a weapon, able to solve any puzzle. You are also great at poking holes in arguments and common beliefs. For you, comfort and calm are very important. You tend to thrive on your own and shrug off most affection. You prefer to protect your emotions and stay strong.

The World's Shortest Personality Test

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Your Birthdate: December 25

You excel at anything difficult or high tech. In other words, you're a total (brilliant) geek. It's difficult for you to find people worth spending time with. Which is probably why you'll take over the world with your evil robots! Your strength: Your unfailing logic Your weakness: Loving machines more than people Your power color: Tan Your power symbol: Pi Your power month: July

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

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Your Hidden Talent

You have the natural talent of rocking the boat, thwarting the system. And while this may not seem big, it can be. It's people like you who serve as the catalysts to major cultural changes. You're just a bit behind the scenes, so no one really notices.

What's Your Hidden Talent?

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Your Fortune Is

If you run into your ex on the street, just shift into reverse and keep going.

The Wacky Fortune Cookie Generator

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Your Brain's Pattern

You have a dreamy mind, full of fancy and fantasy. You have the ability to stay forever entertained with your thoughts. People may say you're hard to read, but that's because you're so internally focused. But when you do share what you're thinking, people are impressed with your imagination.

What Pattern Is Your Brain?

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You Go For Brains!

You want a guy with a big... brain. And of course it would be nice if he were a total hottie, but you're not counting on it. What's on the inside is what counts for you. (Besides, you can always change the outside later!)

Do You Go For Brains or Body?

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Your Love Quote

True love stories never have endings.

What Love Quote Suits You?

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You Are a Friendly Flirt!

You are quite the flirt, but you don't flirt with just anyone. And you hardly ever get caught, because your flirting seems so friendly. You've got a good thing going. Tons of friends, both guys and girls. And if you do decide to flirt, hardly anyone's the wiser. Pretty trick!

What Kind of Flirt Are You?

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Not a Girl, Not Yet a Woman

Inside you've got the passion and ideals of a teenager And your intensity for life is what attracts most of the men you date You also like to party - and quite often you're the life of the party You've brought the best of your younger years with you... at least most of the time.

Are You A Girl Or a Woman?

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You Are 50% Weird

Normal enough to know that you're weird... But too damn weird to do anything about it!

How Weird Are You?

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The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart. In love, you feel the most alive when everything is uncertain, one moment heaven... the next moment hell. You'd like to your lover to think you are flexible and ready for anything! You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic. Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

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How You Life Your Life

You seem to be straight forward, but you keep a lot inside. You say whatever is on your mind. Other people's reactions don't phase you. Your friends tend to be a as quirky as you are - which is saying a lot! You tend to dream big, but you worry that your dreams aren't attainable.

How Do You Live Your Life?

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What Your Soul Really Looks Like

You are a warm hearted and open minded person. It's easy for you to forgive and forget. You are not a very grounded person. You prefer dreams to reality. For you, it's all about possibilities. You see yourself with pretty objective eyes. How you view yourself is almost exactly how other people view you. Your near future is still unknown, and a little scary. You'll get through wild times - and you'll textually enjoy it. For you, love is all about caring and comfort. You couldn't fall in love with someone you didn't trust.

Inside the Room of Your Soul

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Your Personality Is

Rational (NT) You are both logical and creative. You are full of ideas. You are so rational that you analyze everything. This drives people a little crazy! Intelligence is important to you. You always like to be around smart people. In fact, you're often a little short with people who don't impress you mentally. You seem distant to some - but it's usually because you're deep in thought. Those who understand you best are fellow Rationals. In love, you tend to approach things with logic. You seek a compatible mate - who is also very intelligent. At work, you tend to gravitate toward idea building careers - like programming, medicine, or academia. With others, you are very honest and direct. People often can't take your criticism well. As far as your looks go, you're coasting on what you were born with. You think fashion is silly. On weekends, you spend most of your time thinking, experimenting with new ideas, or learning new things.

The Three Question Personality Test

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How You Are In Love

You take a while to fall in love with someone. Trust takes time. You give completely and unconditionally in relationships. You need your space and privacy. You don't like to be smothered. You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change. You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.

How Are You In Love?

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You Are Jean Grey

Although your fate is often unknown, you always seem to survive (even after death). Your mind is your greatest weapon, literally! Powers: telepathy and telekinesis, the ability to project thoughts into the mind of others, communication with animals

Which of the X-Men Are You?

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Your Aura is Red

You have a high level of emotion. This can mean passion, but it can also mean rage. Usually, you don't take these emotions out on others. You just use them as motivation - and it works! The purpose of your life: embracing all the wonders of the life, lots of travels, and tons of adventures Famous reds include: Madonna, Marilyn Monroe, Jennifer Lopez Careers for you to try: Dancer, Boxer, Surgeon

What Color Is Your Aura?

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Your Blogging Type is Pensive and Philosophical

You blog like no one else is reading... You tend to use your blog to explore ideas - often in long winded prose. Easy going and flexible, you tend to befriend other bloggers easily. But if they disagree with once too much, you'll pull them from your blogroll!

What's Your Blogging Personality?

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You Are a Seeker Soul

You are on a quest for knowledge and life challenges. You love to be curious and ask a ton of questions. Since you know so much, you make for an interesting conversationalist. Mentally alert, you can outwit almost anyone (and have fun doing it!). Very introspective, you can be silently critical of others. And your quiet nature makes it difficult for people to get to know you. You see yourself as a philosopher, and you take everything philosophically. Your main talent is expressing and communicating ideas. Souls you are most compatible with: Hunter Soul and Visionary Soul

What Kind of Soul Are You?

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You Are 34% Evil

A bit of evil lurks in your heart, but you hide it well. In some ways, you are the most dangerous kind of evil.

How Evil Are You?

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You Are 28% Sociopath

From time to time, you may be a bit troubled and a bit too charming for your own good. It's likely that you're not a sociopath... just quite smart and a bit out of the mainstream!

Are You A Sociopath?

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You Are 76% Open Minded

You are so open minded that your brain may have fallen out! Well, not really. But you may be confused on where you stand. You don't have a judgemental bone in your body, and you're very accepting. You enjoy the best of every life philosophy, even if you sometimes contradict yourself.

How Open Minded Are You?

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Your Emoticon is Cool

You're not feeling particularly up or down, just relaxed and calm. You're ready for whatever is going to happen next!

What Emoticon Best Represents You Right Now?

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Your Luck Quotient: 89%

You have an extremely high luck quotient. Not only do you consider yourself lucky, probably everyone you know does too. But you're smart enough to know that you've mostly made your own luck. By being positive, open, and flexible, a lot of luck has come your way!

How Lucky Are You?

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Your Love Number is 8

Your confidence and passion draws people in. You've got a powerful personality, and you tend to take the lead in relationships. Protective and dominant, you like to keep a short leash on your sweetie. And that works out well for you, as long as you don't get with another strong personality!

What Is Your Love Number?

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You Are More Mild Than Wild

You're confident, and you really aren't concerned with how "hot" you are. Other people's ideas of what's sexy don't concern you. And this is exactly what makes you attractive.

Are You Hot?